nothin new curently.... lolx...

2006-11-26T09:59:00.000+08:00

it has been 3mths since i laz blogged... some others may tink i abandon tis blog le.. haiz.. tings didnt realli turn up fine for me nowadays..

feel like i am some abandon guy down the streets.. i dun reali know if there is some1 out there tat reali cares for me.. wenever i feel down i dun even know who i can approach to get myself consoled.. not juz say console.. juz some1 to sit rite bside u w/o sayin any things will be enuff liao.. hha.. i gues i dun hv any..

sometimes u dun even know if frenship between u and ur fren are juz to be there for each other tat kind... there are frens i know who used ppl to their fullest advantage.. and wen they tink u do not hv any more value.. i will juz ask u to scram off their sight.. wad is tis world bcomin to? or is tis the reality? where ppl in workin environment backstabb each otehr for their own gains?!?!

now tokin abt somethin out of my life..

some recent news..

recently, the no of abortion rate and divorce rate in sg is gettin higher.. and more and more ppl are non-virgin anymore.. even a fren of mine tell me tat it is hard to find some1 who will reali gif their virginity to their married spouse.. and tis make me tinkin.. where in the world have our moral values gone to? i know we are an open society but tis is not bcos i am conservative or somethin.. tis is a matter of moral values and how much u uphold them.. i am not prejudices against any1 like tat.. hmz.. i duno.. is it the world or is it tat i need to change my mindset? =|

and GST.. omg.. gst is goin by another 2% to 7% and some1 can stil proudly announced sayin it is so as to help the poor.. i cant see why raisin the GST can reali help poor singaporeans.. i tink they will end up suffering more than wad they are now.. come to tink of it.. the standard of living will be higher wen the GST is raised.. and the poor will stil be earnin the same amt of salary but hvin to pay more for their basic necessarity.. i cant imagine how life is gona get worse for them in the future.. an for those like us youngs 1 who dun reali earn much now.. tink of u spenin a meaql in a typicaql cheapo restaurant.. service charge i 10% plus GST of 7% which gifs a total of 17%.. wow! a $20 meal will required u to pay an extra of $3.40.. =S some may think $3.40 is some case.. haha.. and govt promised to use their reserves to offset those who are poor.. and by gifin our 1 time money(wad they called reserves) like they did laz time, doesnt solve the prob at all.. it onli solved and shut the grumbling stubborn sg citizens frm complainin abt the rise of GST.. ya.. the 1 time bonus tat they gif to each citizen based on their income can onli last you like a yr? a ys is onli wen u use the $$ to offset ur 2% rise of GST.. and after which will the govt stil gif u $$ to offset the rise of GST? lols.. the ans is NO.. and probably they are gona raised the GST again in a few yrs time real soon cos some1 stated we are enjoyin a "A QUALITY LIFE WITH A CHEAP GOVERNMENT" in such advanced country, SG... and he stil dare to mention the word cheap wen a recent survey frm reader digest state tat SINGAPOREANS' GOVT is the HIGHEST PAID GOVT IN THE WHOLE WORLD.. did i mention WHOLE WORLD with CAPS? yea.. no wonder there is no case of embuzzelment of funds or using country money for their own use situation in our country.. y bother wen u are paid so highly every yr using our tax payer money?? yet they labelled themselves as CHEAP GOVT...

well, i shall stop here for now.. tis is not a DIRECT FREE DEMOCRACTIC COUNTRY like switzerland u know.. thou it says REPUBLIC OF SINGAPORE.. dont u find it funny tat speakers corners for freedom of speech are always deserted like a ghost park? and tat u need a license if u wan to hv a speech there will no single soul will listen to u excepts the trees and ecosystem around it? Laugh my heads off.. lol.. tat's bcos the freedom and REPUBLIC(they named it) is restricted to NO SAYIN OF ANYTHIN THAT IS A THREAT TO THE GOVT, PAP DOMINANT, WHICH MAY CAUSED A STIRRED AND DISRUPT THE PEACE OF THE COUNTRY.. basically, tis covers everythin which is to their advantage.. dont u tink it snd more like ADOLF HILTER?(to hilter: sorrie to disturb u frm ur grave) ANY1 who opposed HIM SHALL "DIE" TERRIBLILY... not the literal DIE for our scenerio here if u get wad i mean..

eh.. i shall not continue anymore.. else i reali gona write a GP essay which ask somethin like:

Is Singapore getting more towards an open society? Discuss.. (tat for the 1st para)
Have the govt in any way help the poors in ur country? (tat for my 2nd para)
Is democracy carried out in ur country or juz a mere description? (tat my laz para)

shall blog again next time.. who knows when? lols..

2006-08-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

wahz... abt 1 mth nv update mi blog le... =S laz time tis blog was kind of like a daily thing.. now it was more like a monthly thing den perhaps nxt time bi-monthly update le.. =S haha... dun worry.. i wun neglect mi blog de.. it has been wif me for quite some yr.. guess since sec3 tis blog was alreadi set-up... =)

hmz.. rmb the AHM (Army Half Marathon) trainin i tell u guys abt? well.. laz Sunday i ran my first half marathon of 21.1KM... and surprisingly.. i did not feel any tiredness and shortness of breath after runnin the whole 21.1km without stopping.. guess i'm fitter nowadays? laz time i run abt 4km den wan to die le... but now i managed to complete 21.1km in 2hrs30min like tat.. hee.. the finisher medal was nice.. a great sense of achievement gettin my first marathon medal... those wondering wad are the routes tat i ran, well the pic below will show u the route:

hmz... and commin tis 3dec is Standard Chartered Marathon... i alreadi sighed up for the 21.1KM half marathon... any1 readin my blog interested to sign up ma? more info can be obtain at http://www.singaporemarathon.com/en/ yupz..

well, time reali flies... the other day was out wif aik wei to ice skate... well.. it has been months since i go ice skate... den my hockey shoes was covered wif dust wen i take them out frm under my bed.. haha... had quite a great time skating thou.. =) heard frm aik tat he is doing fine in his course and even won 2nd place for his inter sch competition... congrats bro... and jeff chan.. how are u doin nowadays? the other day u called and said u are busy wif ur proj.. hmz.. dun worry.. wen u are more free we can come out and meet again.. =)

well, i had been in the army for around 6mths alreaDi? lolx.. forgot le.. but den currently attached out to iLog at Science Park I.. IN case u huys are wondering where is the place located.. well.. it is at around Buona Vista there.. Next to NUH and NUS... =P

hmz.. sch alreadi started for our dear females SR ex-classmates... time for them to meet up tgt is also gettin lesser and lesser.. all got their own new cliques of frens le ma... even once our hot favourite Maplestory end up now onli MP sometimes play... den for me.. i am too tired to online gammin sometime.. but once in a while i will go in and play a while lorz... lol...

and seriously speaking... $350 for NSF is not enuff.... ESP those stayin out... bus & train concession alreadi cost $111... take $350-$111 and u are left wif $239.. HP bills around $60 per month and u left wif $179... And the food inside the camp are so digusting tat wad ever food they cook, they juz taste the same everyday... imagine buyin breakfast and dinner(excludin the disgusting lunch) everyday which cost $4 for 5day work wk... for a month add up to $80.. take $179-$80 and u are left wif $99... of yea.. duty of course... every duty we'll spent abt $10 on food... each month about average 4duty... and u are left wif $99-$40 = $54... well... these $54 are for u to spent during the wkend sat and sun.. and for a month u hv 4sat and 4sun.. total of 8days wkend... $54 divided by 8 = $6.75 for you to go out on each day of wkend... u think tis is enuff? well, guess SOMEBODY MUZ REALI KNOW HOW TO CALCULATED OUR ALLOWANCE... HOW ON EARTH ARE U GOIN TO WATCH A MOVIE AND HV DINNER WITH $6.75 FOR U TO SPENT... I CANT EVEN SAVE ON THE MONEY I GOT FOR MY ALLOWANCE...

hmz... tat's all for now...shant say more... else ltr i kana sue... will keep ya guys updated again.... til den, tmr is teachers' day.. to all teachers around... HAPPY TEACHER DAY!!!

2006-07-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho..... it's been a long time since i updated mi blog... mayb tat's y ppl start not to visit mi blog le.. cos there is nothin to read practicallY? lolx... hmz.... mayb wen u sudd click onto my link... u'll be surprised to see there is a new updated post on my blog... lolx... hmz.. cos nowadays NS mahz... so veri hard to find time... dismissed at 530pm at CCk mrt there.. and by the time i get home via bus and mrt.... hmz... i'll probably reached home around 6.45pm to 7pm le... haiz.... sad for me isit it? haha.... snd like i am self pitying myself.. lol.. hmz... but at least not bad lahz... the latest movie i watched was at THE CATHAY.. at least tat time first time i was there wif my group of frens... haha.. but nowadays seldom come out wif my clique le... guesss all kinda busy and sch startin soon for them le... while the rest of the guys are stuck in their NS GREAT EXPERIENCE... notice of my usage of language.... in CAPS.... ohhh... lolx....

hmz.. the other day went to sentosa wif my formal classmate... can i mention ur name here BL? hehe... was kinda fun thou... went to tan after tat we went cycle around sentosa and took some pics.. =P mayb nxt time wen i free den i'll post them in mi blog? =P oh ya, we went punggol and saw fireflies too... heee... thou not many but they are stil there... juzx like tiny stars twinkle in the dark stary sky...

oh.... world cup fever is in the process.... endin soon... now onli left ITALY, PORTUGAL & FRANCE.... haha... i onli support ITALY and PORTUGAL... as for portugal... i tink the coach is great... lolx.. managed to led brazil to win the wc in 2002 and now portugal to semi finals... not bad le... haiz... sad to say durin the process of watchin the late nite show... i got myself down to a high fever for a few days... hmz... it's been a long long time, perhaps 3yrs, since i really caught a big fever.. took me about a week b4 i completely heal.... and the feelin is ERZzzzzz... terrible.... everyday onli eat bean curd and nothin else... haha... can ya imagine tat? lol...

oh... and my maple character finally passed lv 70 and advanced as 3rd job WHITE KNIGHT le... haha... but den nowadays my maple cliqque start to slack in maple and i seldom see them inside playin with me anymore.... kinda sad isnt it?

hmz.. did i crap for long? long time nv update le... like months ago? haha... mayb got more things to update u guys but but.... 4get it now wen i am typing... and btw i'm stil single... lolx... duno who say i am attached and some1 pressed me if wad they heard is true.. lolx...

and today i juz failed my IPPT test.. haiz.. juz bcos of my 2.4KM.... everythin can make it xcept for my run.. haiz... miss the passin time abt 30secs onli? suay lahz.. i tot i alreadi run kinda fast le.. but stil CMI.... and now in army... every wk stil need to train for some AHM marathon which will be held in august.... hmz... currently trainin 7Km.... but den i gona train for my 21KM marathon on august... arrr.....

hmz.. guess i spent quite a long time keepin u guys updated abt me... will try to keep ya updated abt mi life again... hee... til den, cya!

2006-04-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

Your IQ score is 109!

You've got a very experiential way of learning and a strong mathematical mind and you have mastered the art and science of precision. That's what makes you a Precision Processor. For you, life is a series of equations. Your brain is naturally predisposed to intense mathematical acuity, so it's second nature for you to cut to the heart of an issue, to discover quick solutions while others get bogged down in unnecessary details. This allows you to communicate a variety of ideas to other people, so don't keep it to yourself.

i updated! finally!!!

2006-03-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmz.. realised too long nv update le.. ppl are starting to ask if i'm stil bloggin.. lolx.. yupz.. but nowadays dun hv the mood and time to come here post stuffs.. mayb too busy ba... moreover, i hv been bloogin for the past 4 yrs... getting a lil sianz nowadays.. lolx.. laz time was tokin abt my enlistment... well, today i finished my BMT le... POC on 7th march.. currently hv 2wks of break... yupz... Those who wish to know which coy i was frm.. well, the coy that made history throughout BMTC2 tat win the overall games day championshipz... Our OC was right, it is the mental strength tat conquer the whole body and soul... it doesnt matter if u are rank way below and other company look down on Pes C. if we have the will, we can make impossible, possible.. =) Come to tink of it, i kinda miss tekong and my bunkmates.. tis fond memories will always be wif me.. Platoon 4 sect 4 muz always be the most garang ppl around BMTC... lolx..

well, within this 3mths or so, lots of things happen.. first i alreadi now have a PDL.. so learnin drivin veri soon if i find the time for it.. yupz.. and the clique we used to hv are startin to spilt up soon... Sometimes like can feel like i'm the outcast of the clique... or mayb cos i plan too many stuffs and organised too many things til i ask u abt outings, there are bound to be ppl tat always nv bother to reply.. haha.. and nowadays more and more ppl not free liao... come to look at the big picture and tink far ahead... mayb our clique will spilt wen the gers go Uni and we continue our army life... kinda sad isnt it? well, tis is life... you gotta learn to fall and experience hardship in order to get urself bcome a better and stronger manz...

well, happy memories too during tis 3 mths.. seems like 3long mths nv post anything, tis post shld be quite a long 1.. lolx... kinda late liao and tmr i still needa wake up around 6am to get ready for our army reflection course.. lolx.. to some changi prison and the prison museum.. lolx..

let's tok abt my bday which fall on the 13th Jan in case u ppl duno... lolx... well.. i treat mp, rc and jo to swensens but lil did i expect that they act bake me a cake(well, act rc baked it by herself, the rest help to get the intgredients). in my 19yrs of bday, tis is the first time someone act bake a cake for me. i am seriously veri touch tat you peeps are so nice to me.. =) I muz once again say a big thanks to rc, jo and mp tat help me celeb me bday... it was indeed memorable...

the pic below is the cake tat rc baked... nice rite? =P

well, mp and jo in some arts shop posting after mi bday celeb.. lolx..

hmz... think i crap quite alot here le... mayb nxt time den i post more photos abt my army days.. cant wait to go to zouk soon.. i miss all my security dept personnel... like 2mths since i stop work there... No wonder now i getting poorer.. haha.. til den, cya...

2005-12-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

currently too busy wif lots of chalets and outing and tonnin til i duno how i manage to find time here... well... chalets pics are stil on its way.. but prom at marina mandarin is already posted on the web in my friendster account.. =P feel like to hv a peek at them and perhaps wif ur comments here or write me a testimonial? hee... those who sis not add me as fren can search my at tis user email: jsoneng@msn.com yupz... til den , will be back soon wen i'm more free to update again...

2005-11-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

muggin and muggin and mugging.... 3 more papers to go and i am goin to complete my A lvs exam.. guess a had a tight schedule ahead... lots of activities going on... chalet on 28th to 30th.. offical date for chalet's BBQ is 28th evening... need to buy food all tat also.. havent settle them yet.. exam onli end on 24th Nov... hmz.. badly needa go ice skatin... long time nv go... tat time duno who promise to go wif me after prelim til now still no sign of it.. lolx.. had a 1000 piece of puzzle waiting for me to complete after exam as well... prom nite on 5th dec at Marina Mandrine.. stil havent got the time to buy my suit all tat yet.. hmz... seems like i had lots to do.. needa trim my hair also... arrr... all these got to wait til after my exam... movie!!! long time nv go watch movie le also.. lolx.. perhaps on shaun's bday? hmz... will plan and see how again... needa plan wad to do in sentosa outing also... wahz.. seems like i'm veri busy packed after holis? lolx.. hv to help uncle buy parts and fix a new pc as well.. haha.. still got tonnes of shows and vcd tat i bought tat are waiting for me to watch too.. lolx.. maplestory too? lolx... cant wait another 6days b4 the end of my major A lv exam... oh ya.. btw punggol end is changin rapidly.. once a nature reserve might not be there anymore mayb the nxt time i go ba.. all the construction goin on and the reclaimation of land... cant wait to head over to the punggol sea someday... saw fireflies again but at different location of punggol end the other time i went wif my bro to pick seashells and make sandcastle... haha... til den, will up date you guys again more frequently... =)

Comments of Democracy

2005-11-16T16:35:00.000+08:00

It is indeed ironic tat we are living in REPUBLIC of Singapore yet democracy sometimes doesnt come into play? duno.. hmz.. recently, we witness the arrest of bloggers who post discriminatory post in their blog as well as ystd, CID raid 33 homes to arrest them for dling illegial music... hmz..

Imagine urself living in a room which is rented. The person who rent u the house let's call it Red. Since u are living in his/her house and paying montly rental to stay in the house, you are onli given the rights in ur room. When u are using the bathroom, all the things like shampoo, shower cream and even toliet paper you need to purchase it urself. You are not suspose to use the things in Red's bathroom. hmz.. However, tinkin tat Red might not know tat u are using his/her shampoo since u are in the bathroom all alone wif onli 4 walls facing you, you used it anyway... Little did u know tat his/her son has planted a spycam in the bathroom, invading all the privacy tat u have. Watching you fully naked as well as realising tat you had used their shower cream and shampoo. Red's son notified Red and Red reminded you tat all the tolieteries you are using hv to be provided by yourself. Hmz.. you wondered if they know tat you had been using their tolieteries. Despite of Red reminder, you continued using them, tinkin tat they will not notice anyway. And Red one day come to you showing you bathing in the bathroom, using their shower cream. You are shocked to realised tat he/she had invaded your privacy and you wanted to sue them for it but Red told you tat u either pay him for the shower cream tat you had been using all this while or you will be grounded by him/her locking u up in ur room.

you are left wif no choice wif someone who had in the first invaded your privacy when you pay them ur monthly bills. Yet u are being spy on the packets you sent or recieved on the internet becos you are using their ISP. hmz.. wad do u guys think?

As for racial discrimination, i do think tat the bloggers who are being sued by the other party, shld made the other party realised tat juz having racial harmony day alone in sch is just not enuff. What the other party seriously need to do is tink y more and more ppl are into this racial discrimination instead of sue-ing those bloggers who served as a alert to the other party tat something is wrong in our country between different races. Something shld be done to the root of the problem instead of juz pluckin on those ill leaves. wad we need is understanding and not tolerance by juz wearin traditional costume on racial harmony day!

*This post is not served to create or stirred up the general public feeling or create trouble in any form or other. *

2005-10-20T14:55:00.000+08:00

Oh well..... i got the invitation frm starhub which goes like this...

Congratulations!

As part of this programme, you will be among the first in Singapore to experience i-mode service before it is launched. In addition, exclusive offers have been specially put together as part of this pre-launch programme to make your i-mode experience even more exciting. Come down to the i-mode Experience Expo where fun & games await.

but... haiz.. seriously wana try it out... but my current M1 plan still got 1 yr to go... how am i susposed to terminate it? quite broke now also.. so no choice... juz let this invitation fly away ba... Things tat favour the rich, always get all the things in the end dont ya think?

back for now?

2005-09-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

well... finally i'm back here... so long didnt post le.. long time didnt change anything in my blog.. so here i'm... juz change my blog music video... hope ya like it... it is LIFEHOUSE _ YOU AND ME cut version of episode 18 season 4 of Smallville..... muz wait for it sometime b4 it load ba.. the server kinda busy i guess... lolx..

well... today is laz day of prelim exam.. tat's y i'm here to blog abit bcos i got nothin to do? lolx.. hmz...super tired after my prelim... sick and tired of it... it's over for now but not for A lvs... hmz... went to orchard road wif yc today.... *am i allowed to mention ur name here?* lolx... hmz.. anyway.. realised i'm such a mt turtle? guess too long nv go town is like tat de ba... went to watch movie THE CAVE.. how shld i rate tis movie? mmmmz.... a litle bit of freakyness and some sort of adventure and survival style.. i guess so ba... hmz.. wad else?? i saw few of my frens in orchard today also... shld i consider it qiao? lolx.... after tat went home around 7? hmz.. yupz... and watch abit of tv and i had nthin to do le... =S so bored rite? haiz.. in duno how many days i need to get back to studyin mood le ba.. sad case.. A lvs in 7wks? arghz... how come after prelim no holis? well.. tat's life dun u think?? life is difficult.. i shant stop complainin and try to mature more... shld stop thinkin abt Toy `R Us? lolx.. kiddin.. and yupz.. juz recently bought a ipod mini bcos i lost of old mp3 player? haiz... i'm suay.. canot blame others... well... til den.. i'm off... & juz wana end here by sayin a big thankz to YC for bein so nice.. =P

here the lyrics of LifeHouse - You & Me in case u wan dem...

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

2005-09-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

took some starhub survey online.. but weirdly they gif me tis at the end of it.. so here i will post it and help me see if tat's true of me? lolx.. relalised long time nv post anything also.. busy with prelim tat's y.. will keep peeps updated real soon...

Spontaneous and adaptable "balance in life" seeker

You like to be in touch with the in-crowd, in touch with what's new, and making sure you have the best of it. You appreciate design, and quality. You can give a 120% when you need to, but know that you don't need to 100% of the time. You know that life is for living, and you're smart enough to make sure that you have time to relax, chill and just be yourself.

You come across to many as a patient, people person who is a good listener, adaptable and accommodating to others. You have the ability to "go with the flow" of your surroundings. This ability is both your biggest strength and weakness; at best, you're very accepting and supportive of others as they really are, but at worst you can sometimes forget who you yourself are, passively agreeing with others and reticent to assert your own desires.

You may have a particularly hard time when making painful decisions, like firing someone, because you also see the other person's predicament, and hate to force confrontations. Sometimes you can find it hard to get started on things. However, this inertia can also work to your advantage, because once started you will make slow-but-steady progress, becoming determined and relentless in your pursuits.

Famous people who share these traits include:
Bill Clinton, Carl Jung, Nelson Mandela, Tiger Woods, Prince Charles, Ronald Reagan, Albert Einstein, Dwight Eisenhower

2005-07-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

juz change abit colorin of my blog.. =P

those who play maplestory can add me to buddylist : JinYong

til den, cya...

2005-07-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

well, it has been a long time since i blog liao.. perhaps after yrs of bloggin tat i have no time or simply lost the touch to blog liao.. hmz.. but den again.. there are lots of my peeps out there who depends on my blog to know abt my present life.. rite? =) hmz... recently, trying hard to study for th comin A lvs.. not much done thou... Settling for prom nite stuffs.. haiz... hard to get all 13 ppl in 1 table end up guess 3 of them cant go and decided to leave the table.. haiz... wad to do.. cant force them also... bio test tmr.. and i am not studyin now.. wth.. kkz.. shall go off study soon.. guess i need to know more frens or perhaps a grp of best clique to hang out wif... gettin harder and harder for old frens to meet up... all mostly busy wif their own stuffs... wanted to go swimin qute a few times the past few wks to tan myself but den managed to go 1 time onli.. no 1 go wif me mahz.. everytime all say see first end up i see no one... lolx... tat's cold and lame thou... hmz.. long time didnt update friendster acc also... recently juz cut my hair.. cant reali say bald but sort of bald except i didnt cut the fringe part... lolx.. hmz... tat's abt it den... til den, will be back here to blog soon... =P

btw, took a online questionire ba.. here the result...

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

New flash added: Jay Chou- Yi Lu Xing Bei.

2005-07-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

well.... spent few hrs findin a new flash or mtv for my blog.. hmz.. finally choose tis song by Jay Chou- Yi Lu Xing Bei... Guess alot of u will like it very much.. hee.. those who wan the flash address can get it frm me.. but the postin it to ur blog u need to figure it urself.. i aint gona tell u.. lolx.. hmz.. went macritchie on laz sun nite.. didnt walk all the way but den sort of explore abit around bt. brown graveyard too.. cool huh? hee.. will post some pics real soon... till den, enjoy the new flash... i'm off studyin again.... =) cya...

2005-06-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

1st blog entry of the month... and 1st blog entry for my entire june holis.. wow.. u may think i am veri packed during the holis yea? well, sort of ba.. but quite slack also.. still need to rush over all my hw b4 sch reopen as usual... during the holis went out to have fun such as punggol bbq wif kai and their group of friends... went to chomp chomp to eat dinner... wad else... let me think.. hmz.. went ice skating twice wif my sec sch friends... go out study wif kenneth.... and more ba.. cant tink of it as of yet... well, i finally got my msdn connection silver card... in case u duno wad msdn does... check out their page at http://www.msdnconnection.com sort of waited for 1 month b4 the package arrives ba.. lolx.. think i need to make more friends liao... else i always end up goin to plaecs alone w/o company.. lolx.. hmz.. and the usual zz and gang keep forever suan me wif ....... dotz... please manz... i dun even gif a damm for her... stop bein so childish peeps.. if i really do for some1 den u are are free to say wadever and i dun care... but with some1 who i dun even gif a damm, hmz... me me and u all urselves a break.. com' on..

recently in a craze of playin need for speed underground 2... wow.. the cars are reali fanastic... i'm modifyin my own car in virtual reality now.. i know someday i will have 1 in real life manz... with all the cool vinyl and design is all it takes no matter wad... i will achieve my dream car 1 day... yeah...

gona stop bloggin here for now.. duno wad else to write.. will keep ya inform for sure.. til den, cya...

To Leo Jessie Where are U?

2005-05-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

during the past 1 or 2 days, there are suddenly lot of stuffs goin thru my mind.. was tryin to slp at 1am but i end up staying up late here as i feel the urgeny to blog..

This story u are goin to read is of real account & non-fiction:
**(dedicated to Leo Jessie *if i still rmb e name correctly*)

It all happened during 1993 in Xinmin primary school in class pri 1C... a little boy was late first day of his primary 1 education... He was left with no choice but to sit next to a ger on the right of a front row as there were no seats left elsewhere.. His form teacher was Mdm Lim Lee Hua who was a teochew and nv get angry at all... Little did the little boy know tat he was going to sit next to this little ger next to each other for the next 3yrs or so... wouldnt it be fated due to his lateness tat he got to know tis little ger and bcome his best bud 4 the next few yrs? Being so navive tat those times, the hours spent with each other during sch was perhaps like fairy tales where there are practically no stress.. If the little boy didnt guess wrongly,by the end of pri 1 education, his result was second & the first in class was none other than the little ger sitting beside her.. Both of them were reali hardworkin indeed.. Come primary 2 & 3, although they changed classes, both of these two little kids get along well tat they decided to sit together in another class.. Or perhaps somewhere in front or behind each other... So alike like the prince and princess in a fairytale... The little boy got to know his older brother later on & get along well with his brother... His brother even tell the little boy to chase after the little ger.. Hmxx..at tat time, BGR was totally naive to him thou deep down inside his heart, he know he has already have this liking towards her... He was too timid tat time to tell her... Onli tat the fact the both of them would have recess together... always buy food together and onli the 2 of them sit at 1 corner to enjoy the food... Every moment they had together but the little boy did not hv the courage to tell the little ger tat he likes her... Come primary 4, things started to change... the little boy started teasin the little ger who she like and stuffs.. thou it may be obvious tat everyday they had recess together, the little boy keep on teasin her abt it.. he was afraid to tell her yet wanted to know if the little ger had any feelings for him..So young and yet so navie abt the entire situation... hmz.. duno y but perhaps when purberty starts to change a person mentally and physically, the little boy now has a phobia of tokin to gers... he start to stop eating wif the little ger after a new term starts... he was den jux to shy to say anything to her.. I guess it was all due to this 1 incident....

It was normal sch day, da little ger was beginin to get more & more attention from the rest of the boys lately.... The little boy notice abt it and was afraid tat da little ger bcos of bein more famous den stop tokin to him... He did something stupid which perhaps cause him to be afraid of tokin to gers afterwards in his life... Wad the little boy did was walk towards the little ger with the presence of all he other frens around and yell "Wo Si Huan Ni *I love you in chinese*"it can be seen tat both the little ger and the little boy face was extremely red... and looking at the embrassed situation at tat time, he was so shy tat he dare not face her and ask for an reply but he simply turn around and walk away...

Tat's was when his life changed totally... he was no longer the cheerful little boy who can tok to any ger carefreely... He became too shy to tok to any other ger of his age... After tat incident, it was streaming for the pri4... both of them were seperated... she stayed as 5c while the little boy went to 5E.. Another boy in her new class den likes tat little ger and was far more courageous that tat little timid boy.. the timid boy upon seeing this, was so disappointed and he jux easily gif up hope and admit defeat... right til now, he still duno if da little ger at tat time did like him or not.. sad case yea?But, no matter how the courageous boy try to woo the little ger, she nv agree onto likin him.. the timid boy after tat incident duno how to face her and whenever he saw her, he would try his best to avoid her... haiz... such a coward little boy dun u tink? hmz.. the little boy den like another ger who admit she like the little timid boy as well, went on together til pri6... hmz.. but during these 2 yrs... he was extremely quiet..even if he saw the ger which both like each other on the bus, he only say hi to her & nv even sit bside her or tok to her... not even on phone... even if he did, it dun lsat for more than2mins.. too tramatised by the previous incident dun u think?

such a sad case....

hmz.. it has been so so long ago le.. i duno if e little boy can still recall those things correctly.. *Those are just the childhood memories the little boy stil have with him* Perhaps this doesnt matter to him anymore... Juz somethin which he came across when he was tinkin back of part of his lifetime...

Will continue the story of a tiny timid little boy the next time round durin his secondary sch days.. Stay tuned...

**Leo Jessie, wherever u are,I dun think you will hv the chance to read this.. It has been like 6yrs since i laz saw u during my sec2yr on a bus when u'r goin home? I still can rmb how you look like in e past... thou u may hv change til i cant recognise u now.. If you got the chance to come across this blog, pls gif me a reply at jsoneng@gmail.com ... perhaps we can come out meet to hv a cup of tea or stuffs yea? yupz..

til den, cya when we are fated to meet again...

2005-05-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

realised it has been almost a wk end my mid yr exam juz ended.. haiz.. i didnt perform tat well.. wad to do? i shall try hard to study more ba.. hmz.. hvent been bloggin lately probably due to bein to busy ba.. guess i aint in the mood to blog now too.. so sianz of it.. lolx..

well, i am susposed to keep ya guys updated wif wad i am currently doing.. hmz.. act, nothing... realised things tat u think u might have or u tat u think are doin well, wun always go as wad u think... life is always full of the unexpected.. yea.. well, mayb i'm thinkin too much..

hmz.. council Q & A today in my sch.. realised most of them didnt ans the qn at all.. lolx.. not to mention that all of them cant ans wad a council is for when we can voice it out ourselves or like y are they special.... i was tinkin of goin up to the mic to kill them wif wad i have but decided tat i shant be tat crude.. ok... i do have the ans y they cant ans the qn the JC2 posted...

1. That is no need for a council in SRJC when everything in the sch rule cant be changed (it is the culture u know!!!)

2. Since we can voice it out ourselves and tat they think standin on stage facing so many audience is hell, i doubt their if they are courageous to carry out wad we wanted for the change of better.

3. Even with the fact tat in QA tat they didnt ans to the point, it is guarentee that almost 75% of those sittin on stage will sure be elected into the council,so y bother askin them wad they can do? wen all u need is tat initiative to stand out among the rest of the JC1 and say i wan to serve the council.

4. Since we cant change the sch rule, there is seriously no need for a council, juz rename it as organising event comittee shld be better. (at least they wun get look down as useless ppl who did nothin to change the welfare of the student)

there are more pts to go but i shant list all here... THE MAIN REASON I DECIDED TO QUIT COUNCIL LAST YR is bcos of the fact tat i hate council is just an organisin comittee and nothing else.. perhaps some actin they are tryin to help to improve the student welfare but nothin is bein done as the admin does not approve, wad can the student council do? how are they able to bridge us btw the student and the admin wen the admin dun even wish to extend the hands out to the student council? wad i promised to do as a student council is tat i wan to improve the lives of SRJCians in the sch, to fight for their right! BUT BUT, i cant help them at all, i'm helpless.. u know the stupid system u need to go thru to get something changeD? which is almost 99.9% impossible...

1. Students gif feedback to me

2. I as ordinary member in student council(S.C) need to proposed it to my deputy head or head

3. if it is approve to carry on,it will be den questioned by the committee mem and secetary of S.C

4. Onli if they approve the suggestion, den a full proposal need to be submitted to the Teacher Advisor (T.A)

5.Normal at the previous stage, the T.A will tell us it is breakin the rule when we wan to change the rule like no belts on our uniform.

6.Thus, time wasted on 1 proposal like 2mths will end up nothin being carried out.

7. If let say the teacher advisor approved on it, editing needs to be done

8. Principal and admin need to approve on it. (bein such culturalistic of the sch, suggestion or proposal regarding changin of rule, culture of the sch will be seriously disallow)

9. therefore, after months of proposin ur changes, all will be gone to drain.

Imaginin the amount of suggestion we get, the time needed to convience all those who are higher authority to approve ur proposal(optional) + the sch wk u need to do(compulsory) +the events u need to organise(compulsory), the banners u need to paint for the event(compulsory), the amt of time u need to stay back til 9+pm during rehearsal(compulsory). Where in the world do we have time to do all these? therefore we end up givin up on the welfare of the students... Which is actually my main objective wen i join council. Therefore, since i cannot keep my promised i gave to every SRJCians tat 'we will work together for a better place to live in', thus I quit council. I'm not in council for the fame! Things i promised ppl yet i cant fulfilled for them, i will feel guilty for it. I do not wish tat by doin nothin for the students' welfare, i get the leadership of 5pts for my pearl system. This is sure to be unfair. (mayb u can get wad i'm implyin here)

ok.. shall stop tokin abt these council thingy. It did bring me gd & torture memory as well.. hmz.. tok abt after my exam, i did go ice skatin wif aik wei. Yups! after mths of inactivity on the rink. I mangaed to recall all my hockey skills.. lolx.. hmz.. someone who wanted to chase me during the hockey speedin b4 the resurface of ice, end up fallin down and bang on the wall instead.. lolx.. it is nv gd to try to compete with me thou you may know more stuns move than me.. It is as gd as sayin, master ur few skills and not know bits here and there and try to challege those who specialise in tat skill. ya..

haiz.. ever since the ice skatin,i had not even meet up wif my sec sch frens yet.. guess, no one bother abt me or mayb i'm juz aint tat popular.. lolx.. even in my JC, we havent reali have the free time to meet up together and slack around around exam... hmz.. dun u find it a sad case.. Our class in tryin to win the Best CG but den, ....... nvm....

one day, we will have the whole class go out go an outin together rather than tat time onli end up wif me, ray, zz, jiancheng, joanna and meiping... lolx.. it's more of a fren outing den a clas outing.. =S hmz.. we seems to be so childish tat after straight after exam on fri, we end up goin Toy r'us to see and play wif toys... lolx.. so qiao tat we saw mdm ainon also.. well, did have quite some time tat day..

guess i shall stop bloggin here for now.. kinda late le.. need to slp as tmr stil got sch.. =| gd nite and cya peeps!

2005-05-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

Well, i had tink of wad yong kiat said over my tag and i find it quite true... thou i'm still finding those who truely treasure u and regards u as a true fren (i mean bside ur bf/gf...) who will realli be ur fren if it is not for the benefits of urself... come to think of it.. YES! THIS WORLD ARE FULL OF EVILS BEING WHO CANT WAIT TO MAKE USE OF YOU FOR THEIR BENEFITS.... (I mean in ACTUAL WORLD and NOT CYBER WORLD) helpin some1 online for lyrics and stuffs i'm fine wif it but in reality when it come to makin use of some1 bcos maybe he/she is good at certain subjects in studies, or mayb put it in a more general way.. make use of u to personal gain! tat's ow society work in reality... And unfortunately, i'm one of those victims in the reality world... haiz...

Mayb juz come to tink of studies! who will wan to ask you for advice or come out study wif you if u aint good in certain things? maybe u can take me for example or my fren who perhaps share a veri similar situation wif me... for the past 1 yr, our result werent veri grea! no one reali bother to come ask me for question.. u know they are afraid that they might get the wrong ans for me.. that natural.. tat's human nature.. lolx.. and when my result start to slowly built up on bio this yr til the day my assignment were B and when my teacher mention tat i got an A for my bio test... hmz.. tat's when u start to get popular in the class isnt it? those who wan to do well in biology start askin me question like nv b4... like i'm so kind of professessor.. lolx.. well, mayb i am too sarcastic or crude here but i cant help it..

onli for a while i mean... if u nv maintain the result for next test, ppl will flock to those who get A for the nxt time and start neglectin u again if u aint gona stay at the top... tat's life isnt it?

well, tmr think left onli me and jc go study... ever heard of the Markonikov's rule? well, A lvs chem JC2 students shld be familar wif these term... The rich gets richer and the poor get poorer.. or could i put it these way, the rich get more attention while the poor get less and less attention or perhaps the smart get smarter and more ppl under him/her while the stupid one get lonelier... juzt like Me and jc.. well, those ppl readin my blogs shld be smart enuf to figure out wad sort of stuffs i'm driving at.. or mayb u are the one i'm condemming rite now? who knows? i shall stop writtin now in case these things get uglier den **** (u know who i'm referin to) lolx.. tc and cya...

2005-04-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

Wana say a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PECK YINNI... =) hope ya hv a grreat day celebrating ur bday thou u nv invite me to celebrste wif u.. lolx.. juz kidding..

Hmx.. realised more and more ppl i dun know are viewing my blog nowadays.. lolx..
well, to make sure i'm not some kind of alien, i will put my brief profile on the left to u all to view it..
see! i so nice rite? lolx.. ok.. today i'm in a crappy mood...

hmz.. those who visit my blog to ask me for something, i'm more than willing to help... =)
but those who come my blog to defame me, i wun gif a dammed.. lolx..
Those who wan more flash or Lyrics or anything within my reach.. i will try to help u all find...

hmz.. nxt wk, 1 whole wk dun need to go sch.. hee.. study leave b4 my exam...
gona mk full use of it... try to i mean.. hee...
i cant wait to go ice skating after my exam again! =)

2005-04-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

Let me give you an analogy:

When a kid just bought a toy, he/she will play with it day and night, perhaps cuddle it to sleep and hold it so tightly tat no one can snatch it away from him/her.. but the main pt is he/she does not know wad is the most important thing in life and tat he/she will neglect other more important things like coloring a picture which is to be handed up to his/her teacher tmr... all because of his/her toy!

this scenario can be link to quite a few real life situation which i can prove 1 of which to u... (oh, am i having a GP lesson? lolx..)

Here it's :

Recently, i found a trend that more and more of my friends are signing up blogger and start blogging frequently, some even to the extend of daily posting.. This trend of ppl obsessed with blogging is similar with the child having a new toy, in this context, new hobby-blogging. Doing this w/o fail is similar to cuddle it to slp... ( i mean kids cant slp w/o their toys or dolls beside her everyday!) i mean bloggin meaniful stuffs which is wad i'm doing now, improving my GP skills for my comprehension analogy skill by comin up wif my own analogy and trying to be nice but yet scarastic is part of educating oneself or shld i say sharpening ur own skills outside formal education in understandable and acceptable.. lolx.. ok.. realise i digress alot.. back to main point... bloggin for some has become totally meaningless and a nuiscience for those who jux blog abt ur daily life and wad happen on tat particular day... hmz... i cant see each particular day being so different for you tat u have to blog tat frequent and waste so much time on it that u cant even cope with ur studies... well, i know i'm condemming some of you here and u are one of the culprit who did tat... hmz.. come to think of it again, maybe u are too free or maybe ur brain since birth til now has not fully mature yet and still have a mindset of those of a kid.. always being naive to the surrounding and cant even weighs the importance of work and play... hmz.. sad case isnt it?

hmx.. this is onli 1 real life situation tat i observed tat fit wells into this analogy... but key point is ta this is a wake up msg to those who are still as naive as a child, thinkin tat there are someone out there to feed you even when you dun bother studying... tat u tink play is more impt tat ur future? THINK AGAIN!!!

and to ALL the LIANS, BENGS and even THOSE IN JC, SEC, PRI sch kids reading this, "Wad do u wan ur future to be? If u are constantly being nag by ur mum to study, ur attitude shld seriously change, do you wan ur future to live in big house and big car? or juz an ordinary person being spotted along some shops selling handphones? the govt are aint gona care! they will juz see u as a minute contributor to the society... Onli ur true frens and parents will reali care for you.. so cherish them if u are lucky enuff to hv such frens and family members..."

For all you know, you can onli live once in a lifetime, ONE LIFE, LIVE IT to the fullest.... =P

2005-04-25T01:17:00.000+08:00

has anyone mention or know that my mid yr is just 2 wk from now? lolx.. but here i'm in the middle of such early mornin bloggin while actually i shld be slpin soundly preparing for sch tmr.. lolx.. eh.. not tmr.. i mean ltr on at 6+am... wahz.. i left like few hrs to refresh myself b4 everything gona turn hectic again.. and thanks Joanna for the testimonial in my friendster.. hmz.. not actually testimonial but some well wishes.. but den, thanks anyway.. lolx.. hee.. recently been wif kenneth to study almost every saturday at compass pt mac or kfc.. hmz.. not bad... we did achieve 1 math paper laz sat... realised wen u were in compass pt, u got to see lots of ex-bowenians... hmz... well, at least for the past 2 wk... lolx..

and i shld seriously say, pls stop comdemmin that some1 whom u all like veri much.. i know she looks ugly but dun be tat facist alright? ok, i do admit i'm part of the comdemmin committee (i mean if u put as in tat comittee board...) but it shldnt be the whole day tokin abt her til i loss my appetite rite? i wonder how his bf can stand her.. no personal attack... but i'm juz curious like all my other frens... and pls stop relating me to her can? juz bcos i'm not tat bad to her doesnt mean i am interest or wad so ever wif her tat u guys start condemming me and her as part of a couple.. i mean, oh PLS, of JESUS sake, and for the goodwill of the whole world, pls, dun relate me to her in any way... i mean if u guys seriously get to my nerves, i may end up being not the usual self tat i used to be.. and JOEL, if wad u say abt that friendster which is true, i will personally and i MEAN PERSONALLY MANSLAUGHTER you... dun think i am nice mean u can climb over me... i hate these kind of ppl.. when u are too nice, they either make use of you or make fun of u! dun u think so??

but den again, i am nice... so, i end up kana all these kind of nonsense crap which are not even fact but some kind of jokes for them to entertain themselves? pls be more mature!! haiz... but den again i aint gona bother abt all these crap since it isnt true.. it is juz another waste of time....

i got much better things to do and to help those in need... =P til den, i am off to slp...

2005-04-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

mugging muging and mugging for chem test tmr... haiz..

2005-04-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

well, here i'm back again.. due to heavy schedule, haiz... tonnes of sch wk i am finally back again to blog for a while... not a long 1 thou.. i dun have the time and luxury to do tat... shld say a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LI RONG!!! belated le.. on 04/04/05... =) ur bday how can i not rmb.. lolx.. well, went for some night op laz fri.. find a small path out of nowhere but gona go explore there sometime soon beside the punggol highway.. well, went to the stand-alone hunted mansion behind punggol MRT stn.. took some pics and i can tell you we could see figures and orbs on the picture.. some can even form a face... will post them for ya soon.. we shld believe in supernatural things... yupz.. if u dun, i can bring u there to feel for urself.. i'm not joking... well, so happy my bio test got an A.. =) consider a great jump from AO to A.. lolx.. haiz.. but my chem still cant make it..got to wrk harder on it.. til den, blog til now.. gtg do gp and revise for midyr... cya peeps... shall end of here with a interesting health fact.. Concern womens who drink alcohol ba...

Alcohol consumption reduces breast milk

[Health News] New York: Scientific researchers have turned folklore on its head by showing that alcohol consumption by women who are breastfeeding reduces their milk supply rather than boost it.

New evidence shows that alcohol consumption causes hormonal disruption leading to decreased lactation and diminished milk supply, reports the Journal of Clinical Endocrinology and Metabolism, one of the four journals of The Endocrine Society.

With April as Alcohol Awareness Month - an annual programme designed to shed light on the importance of identifying alcoholism and intervention - breastfeeding mothers are now provided scientific data highlighting health risks associated with moderate alcohol consumption during lactation.

For centuries, physicians and midwives around the world have claimed that alcohol is a galactogenic (milk producing) substance and have recommended its consumption to mothers in order to enhance the quality and quantity of milk to infants.

The present study, led by Julie Mennella at the Monell Chemical Senses Centre in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, examined levels of the hormones oxytocin, prolactin and cortisol, as well as the lactational performance of 17 non-smoking, healthy, breastfeeding women.

Breast stimulation was provided by an electric breast pump and the hormonal responses were measured after they consumed a moderate dose of alcohol.

The results showed a significant decrease in oxytocin level, which correlates with the decline of milk ejection and production, dismissing the lore that alcohol is a galactagogue.

Furthermore, increased prolactin levels are directly associated with the lactating mothers' perception of breast fullness - explaining why the folklore may have persisted for centuries.

"Since breast milk is a critical form of nutrients to infants," explains Mennella, "it is important that women remain as healthy as possible during the breast-feeding stage. This means dismissing the age-old myth that alcohol assists in milk supply."

2005-03-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

To the IDIOT who post on my tag board,

In the first place if u wan to defame me purposely without any proof, pls and i mean PLEASE use your actual name and dun call urself an idiot! or if u wan, u may choose another nicer term like SmartAlex? it would definately snd much muCH MUCH better... yeah! but den again i am glad u call urself an idiot.. and i am sure u realli are 1.. cos the way u tag in my blog tells me so... and glad tat u know it urself too.. in tat way i wun bother wastin my time defend for myself cos u are juz stupid enuff to post such unapprecitive and some nonsensical crap in my tag.. hmz.. but y shld i defend wad u say wen i aint wad u say in the first place? noob! but den, thanks anyway for tellin me tat a pea-brain idiotic person has juz drop by my blog... =) smilez IDIOT!!! *cheerz everyone*

Dun mind juz reveal ur name idiot.. Or u dun even have 1? oops.. sorry to mention it.. maybe we shld discuss wif the govt to come out with an idiotic day to celebrate for these idiots? seems coolz to me... we shld seriously symphatize with this kind of ppl manz! Idiots are juz some trash in the society waiting there to rust and die? hmz.. at least better than nothin rite? or shld i put it in a more nice and crude waY? *oxymoron* I shld say act u did serve an impt purpose in the society... IDIOTS are juz there to be somebody for the high class ppl to look DOWN upon? so tat society can differ between those elite and non-elite? aint we singapore alreadi practisin it now? or shld i say the whole world is practising it? well, peeps out there can infer for urself.. i dun need to be so straightforward rite? Manz... I shld rite a GP essay regardin to idiots! or maybe a tribute to the idiot taggin in my blog? hahaz... i'll probably score an A for tat by using all those figurative language of speech to criticize on u.. lolx... til den, cya idioT...

one note of advice for u, idiot: Whatever is disagreeable to yourself do not do unto others..

(*in case u dun know wad a pea-brain is, it is someone who has a brain juz like a pea! Small space with little info in it & say something without goin thru ur brain cos u dun even have a REAL brain)

2005-03-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

went watch movie at PS ystd.. title of show: ROBOTS... well, quite a nice show.. kinda qiao i meet 2 person there... 1 was agnes when i was queuin for e tix while the other 1 was my mum wen i got up the esclator.. lolx..

overall the show was kinda nice and lame.. ltr walk to hereen saw bernard... well, long time nv see him le.. after tat in lucky plaza saw yan ching and kai workin there.. lolx.. act is sort of visitin kai and crap.. realise tat is his 2nd laz day b4 i quit the job.. hmz... i'm cravin gfor planet dance 3 album.. any1 wif tat can send me?

not reali in the mood to blog now... sianz... gotta go study... btw, something i observed recently, ppl in SG younger generation are gettin more racist against the indians and *facist as well.... haiz... am i part of it too?

*facist = prejudist against ppl w/o a gd lookin face.

2005-03-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

new mtv added...

Bowling 4 Soup - Almost

the mtv quite lame... lolx.. well, today i was kinda late for sch.. as in veri late for sch... reach around 8.15am but didnt get in till 9am.. erhz.. oh well, was marked LATE... was havin breakfast with 2 other gers who were late too.. Y lehz? bcos live same area den take same bus so late together.. lolx.. My time in my whole life tat i was late for sch... well, i juz broke the record... haiz.. for like 13+yrs nv even late for sch for once.. nvm...

had bowlin in the evening.. at first was quite gd but keep playin til like more and more lousy.. lolx.. slacking now.. dling songs... got quite a few nice songs like tis Bowlin for Soup MTV... well, dun feel like bloggin le.. til den cya....

2005-03-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

DECLARATION: THIS PHOTOS WERE NOT POSTED BY KIMYONG BUT WAS TAKEN DURING A NIGHT OP YSTD AND DUE TO UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES, MET WIF A TRAGEDY & END UP STILL UNDER EMERGENCY RESCUE....

Image from Singapore Police Investigation Unit.

watch movie ystd

2005-03-18T17:02:00.000+08:00

well, went to watch hitch ystd.. shld say it is a veri nice show..i give it 4/5 popcorns.. lolx.. the soundtrack in the show also not bad... hmz.. think i addicted to the part where alex hitch was teaching albert how to dance and he end up doin all the stupid dance of his own.. lolx.. the songs which albert was dacing wif allegra was Usher - Yeah... Usher MTV was added in my blog.. no more ryan - true.. yupz.. =) thou not found in the hitch soundtrack due to profit business.. it took me one whole day to search the title of the song... lolx.. ok i'm dumb.. end up i alreadi had the song in my pc but juz tat laz time i didnt bother hearing the usher album...

oh ya.. i had got the whole album of Guang Liang - Tong Hua... the tian tang in the album also not bad.. i love the tong hua mtv... was kinda touchin... the piano version in some part of the mtv was super nice.. jux tat guang liang himself look kinda weird in the mtv.. duno.. mayb his faqcial expression ba.. hmz.. think wen i'm at home i tend to slack alot.. needa go do my chem le.. so long, cya...

and kai and boon, arent we suspose to go punggol end BBQ at nite tis wkend? settle le den tell me again.. cant wait to bbq there and spot tat giant aligator again.. lolx.. =S

done...

2005-03-17T03:32:00.000+08:00

wahz.. so late liao.. but finally done wif changin color to mi blog... off to slp.. nitez all!

2005-03-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmz.. wad am i suspose to post herE? i was wondering... in my mid of march holis now.. ya.. i did went skatin all alone at jurong east on tue.. lolx.. same old thing... saw someone frm SRJC 1st 3mth but duno her name.. so i heck her.. well, i am dao.. skate for like 2hrs den the coach tell there tell me not to speed so fast.. lolx.. ok.. den i was like okey.. cos he say too many ppl den cos i speed too fast will cause ppl to fall.. erz.. i mean how come i am not falling and they fall instead? i nv even knock into them... well.. the reason is bcos they might see somethin comin or pass by them too fast til they scare til they fall down.. dotz.. lame reasoning.. too bad.. there arent anyone to challenge me ice skatin tat day.. i practically own the center of rink doin my crossin and back crossing.. managed to cross the other direction also.. =) well, did my usual inner brakes and stuffs.. well, think ice hockey assosication gona suffer w/o some1 like me.. lolx.. juz kiddin... later ppl say i bhb.. well, i am beginin to improve my hockey brake wif my left leg but den right leg still need to learn on the pt turn b4 the brakin part can come in.. went creative after tat see the tri-logy speaker... dammed cool but the 2.1 cost alreadi like $179.. gosh.. no money to buy as usual..nite time went punggol end, hate tat black dog over there.. arrhh...

today, woke me in mid noon.. cos ystd slpt like 3+am?? hmz..cant get to slp.. duno y.. wenta cut hair... now my hair is super short.. think almost all the brown patches gone... and guess wad, i had a new findin at punggol end.. everything seems to be changin.. the new drainage system there were now covered my thick bushes of shrubs, no more fireflies spotted these few times i go there, the temples on the right of the end were gone, the abandon pig farm sudd had like 7+dogs guardin the place til i cant even walk in, and the worse thing i saw today was an ALLIGATOR...
I AM NOT KIDDING.. I AM VERY SERIOUS, AN ALLIGATOR.... gosh.. it was like 1+meter long and black in color.. wen i spotted it, it was stompin on the ground makin such huge noises and den plunge itself into the water.. phew.. dint manage to get to the sea.. cos i was afraid to move further.. arghz... and to those who wan to know how close i was to the alligator.. well,abt 3+meter away from me..it is the closest i had see an wild alligator without any fences... super dangerous... but den again, mayb if it had swallowed me jux now, will any1 know where i had gone to? or will any1 bother finding where am i? perhaps the police and my parents will... but for frens? mayb none? or they dun even know i am alreadi dead.. lolx... how i wish the alligator jux ate me up.. thou it is a terrible death to suffer, but it will be better than the pain of knowin no one bother abt u... isnt it rite? juz look at the amount of ppl who read my blog.. onli bob did reply on my tagboard.. or mayb count e nos of ppl who know tis blog? or nos of ppl who know wen my bday is without any reminder or lookin at the bday list... hmx.. veri few ba... come to think of it, technology spoilt the day on ur bday... w/o ur hp remindin u tat today is tat person bday.. will u realise on e day u wake and know it is ur fren bday act? mayb those that are special in ur heart will... most...... dun... therefore technology spoilt ur day by preventin u frm knowin who are ur frens tat act care and bother to left a small space in their brain for ur bday.. cos everyone will saw the reminder and den send u a bday greeting.. well, even strangers can do tat to u... not sincerity, effort to rmb or thots needed...

me still gotta lots of hw to do.. tmr gona watch movie wif my class ppl.. act is like onli 17% of my class onli? lolx.. til den, cya... will end off wif a quote:

If u care for somebody, call or sms them tat u care! dun wait til it's too late... cos u nv know wad will happen to u tmr... or wad tat simple call or sms will brightens up tat person day! =)

2005-03-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

well act the song was by guang liang - Tong Hua..
nice song but those who cant see the lyrics can go dl the song.. great music..

hmz.. kinda long dint blog.. basically bcos of the blogger lag and dun have enuff time.. was trying hard to studies nowadays.. hmz..
ppl who used to be nice werent nice anymore.. perhaps tat's nature...
and there are some ppl who like to make use of you for their advantage and den heck u after tat... hmz.. is tat consider human nature again or a skill to gain self interest?
duno.. and i aint gona care for this kind of ppl..one day no 1 will bother abt this kind of ppl..

hmz.. tis wk didnt reali went to punggol end.. was act susposed to go but dint.. so went to com fair on fri and sat... was kinda crowded.. went to study juz now (sat) in hg pt abt integration.. study quite a few qn and do quite a few qn.. lolx.. after tat went com fair til like 8+pm.. den went to orchard eat.. lolx.. act wana see my headset at sony gallery but den close liao.. haiz.. my headset spoilt liao.. side can listen den the other side cant... not bcos i make spoil but my fren did.. nvm.. shant bother abt it..

i planning to go iceskatin on tue.. yay! but i juz wonder how many ppl will go wif me? laz time i went ice skating was wif no one.. i mean i went alone.. not bcos i so despo to go skatin til i went alone.. but all my frens who say can go wif me all nv turn up.. haiz.. i juz aint famous enuff lorz.. ppl who go out wif me always put my invitation at their last priority... it is onli wen they have no other place to go then they will tell me they are free to acompany me.. but guess wad? after sudd ppl laz min ask them go somewhere else.. all will juz heck me and go wif their peeps.. so wad's the pt of asking ppl to confirm in advance? if u have got the charm and everything, even laz min can get ppl out of their house! but y dint i have tis ability.. oh well, guess i juz sux...

still needa go study tmr again.. i wana do well in my A lvs... haha.. but now so late and i am still bloggin.. dun think bcos i tok on phone til so late or anything.. but tat's juz bcos i am watchin tv.. and i dun feel like slpin.. who will bother to tok wif me on phone.. i mean i am not even nice to tok to thou ppl may juz lie and say tat i'm a nice person wen no 1 is reali appriciating me.. oh well, even if i call my frens, they neither wun pick up or hang my phone.. hmz.. i shall go learn to call my own phone and tok to myself den.. in tat case, i wun hang my own phone...

hmz.. seems like i did blog alot today... btw, I WANA WATCH HITCH!!! ANYONE READIN MY BLOG IS NICE ENUFF TO ACOMPANY A LONER LIKE ME TO GO WATCH WIF ME TOGETHER? haiz.. else i may end up buyin my own tix and watch all by myself.. hmz.. like most of my frens all not ON 1.. sad case...

i am also quite broke now.. wana guess my hp bills? juz arrived ystd and i had a total sms sent of 1164 excluding the MMS i sent.. and my total incoming and outgoing calls sum up to a total of $84.10... well, not even including my GPRS, MSN mobile, calls and my subscription charges.. hmz.. think u can count out the overall balance rite? ya.. it exceeds $100+ for sure..

well, nxt wk will be march holis or shall i call it study leave for us instead.. got so many wk need to be done..well, i'll try my best to do them all..

hmz.. wanted to ask my chingay sector 1.6 out for an outing.. but i wonder who will be nice to reply me wen i sms them? haiz.. i am seriously proud of my chingay sector but i think i aint go enuff at organisin stuffs.. mayb the motivators nv get the lead in organising it ba.. cos i heard b4 the holis sector 2.10 has alreadi planned to go sentosa for an beach outing.. but sector 1.6 is like....... haiz.. another disappointment? any1 in my chingay grp still know who i am or who our grp members are? hmx.. nvm...

education system are changin and changing.. imagin the JC1 now doing project work dun even need to take minutes... wen laz yr we are writin minutes like siao.. now ppl taking chinese for compo can use digital chinese dictionary wen i as a student in the past cant.. and wad's more.. CCA records and mainly CIP hours clocked are no longer counted as university admission... wth.. i mean i do enjoy CIp and i dun go for CIP juz for the pearl points, but cancellin it sudd is so unfair to some1 like me who has alreadi 100+ hrs of CIP.. nvm.. things are always ever changin.. so are ur frens and thots and maybe all the things around u...

i am sick and tired of all these changes... cant things juz stay the same as it is? cant we juz be like living in a fairytale where everything seems perfect wen u are the main character in the story.. well, for some ppl livin in the reality world, they do resemble the main character in the fairytales.. but me? guess i am juz the unknow character or some extra character to make the main character in the story more outstanding ba... so wad does it makes me? an extra.. hmz.. recently i am gettin nicer by composing my own gd nite and gd morin sms.. cos i think forwardin ppl sms sux.. therefore i created my own sms... hope it juz dun falls into the delete bin can liao.. =S basically, each sms is specially crafted and it takes like 20mins or more to come out wif different ideas abt wad to write in tat 160word sms.. lolx..

shall blog til here now... duno how long i took to write all these craps.. if u are some1 who visit my blog and still managed to read til the end of tis post.. pls post ur name in my tagboard.. lolx.. i reali appreciate u readin thru my whole chunk of nonsensical crap.. oh well, til den, cya.. nitey nitez!

2005-03-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

Everyone sure bound to have a perfect fairytale tat 1 wish to live..
Strive for it, and ur dreams will sure come true..
This songs truely bring out all the feelings within u...

if ya cant see the lyrics.. can see my msn nick.. =P

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2005-03-07T18:41:00.000+08:00

when i was abt to blog... someone sms me to pay $20 tmr.. arrhz.. going bankrupt soon! wad can i say abt today? it is the most relaxing monday we ever have.. imagine 1 period of chem fol by 3 period of break, den bio and chem fol by another break.. after another chem lect got another 2 break b4 our pe lesson.. =S maybe if our class push up the break den we can end off like 1pm? instead of 4.45pm?

hmz.. duno.. today was super boring.. i kinda miss all the Jc1s liao.. it is so sad to see 1 by 1 leaving SRJC liao.. lesser and lesser ppl comin for this last 1wk.. haiz.. but den did saw Agnes in sch today.. kinda surprised cos dint expect her to come back.. PE lesson was torturing.. well not tat bad.. but i kinda miss being suan during my PE when i see some1 always walkin out wen i was runnin on track.. hmzzzzxz.. shant tink of all these..

needa go study my math test for tmr le.. blog til here now...

p/s: to those who always give excuses, i am sick of them, shall end of by tellin u all 1 thing: Able to do something or go for something is actually decided by urself, it is a matter of which u put as higher priority, stop all ur excuses!

*ppl, deep thots! perhaps go reflect?* (sorry wasnt in any gd mood, i'm juz mean today..)

2005-03-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

A lost soul without reali any true and ON fren... Juz today smsing my fren if they wana go out study.. neither they all not free or dun feel like going.. all excuses.. i wonder how many true and ON frens i reali have.. mayb cant even count.. not bcos of too many but bcos i dun even have 1.. those who tell me tat they care aint reali tat carin thou.. i kinda notice mayb i need to know more frens.. else i will be as lonely as ever.. ever tried eating alone and shopping alone at orchard road? or mayb purchase ur own movie ticket and watch some shows alone? u might think it is stupid and mad to do so.. but guess wad.. i am used to this kind of life alreadi.. i'm SERIOUS..

back to today.. finally my best fren back in sec sch go serangoon garden mac study wif me.. yay! else i tink i will flunk my math liao.. luckily after he left around at 6+.. zz and joanna come join me in studying.. else i will be at the mac alone.. tell u wad.. my mp3 player is my most precious wife.. lolx.. it is always there for me whenever and whereever i am.. thru ups and downs to always play nice songs to cheer me up.. what else better will i ask for wen there isnt a listening ear but something tat please ur ear? lolx.. guess i am crappin again.. shant crap further.. else ppl start givin me cold shoulder le.. =S cya..

2005-03-04T17:05:00.000+08:00

well.. gotta my chi result today.. well, dint reali do til veri gd but least i pass.. hmz.. saw the laz yr J2 got their result today.. some were crying.. well, guess i shld start muggin to prevent tis for me nxt yr.. haiz.. super tired now.. and super stress...

duno y but i think i feel tat things seemed to change recently..well, at least a few.. they juz dun seems rite.. haiz ar.. duno lahz.. mayb i am born wif this life... wad to do? i am juz an ordinary guy livin in this small little dot... who am i if i compare myself to the whole world? well, i am not even some1 great! haiz.. mayb those terrorists are much honourable than me.. at least they got their names in the history bk and our kids will be learning abt them the next time round.. lolx.. well, guess i am juz weird.. well, there are lots of things to infer frm my blog but it depends how u look at it too.. hmz.. nvm.. i am juz lame..

btw, thank agnes for ur testimonial.. thou i am not as gd as wad u wrote lahz.. lolx..

2005-03-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

I had finally said wad i want to say to her... but will things still be the same as it used to be? i reali duno.. .........

2005-03-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

hi all.. i had realised tat ventin ur anger thru various sources is gd for health.. lolx.. and i shld thank jia mei for tat... her so called 'workable' theory.. haha.. ok.. wad i shld i blog today? hmz.. realised da past few days i keep complaining abt my life... guess i shant do tat so often.. lolx..

yay! heard tat mrs kwek is comin visit us tml and givin us back our A lv result tml as well.. haha.. wonder how i wil reali fare.. hope it turns out fine.. =) i am veri guai tat y today i went for the chem remedial.. hmz.. out of 37 ppl think onli abt 10 were there.. =S well.. nvm.. at least i learnt something.. tmr chem prac test also.. i shall try to go study ltr..

sch was the same as usual.. nthin unusual.. except i am dying of fatigue soon!

2005-03-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

well, first of all.. i would like to say a veri happy bday to zhu zheng... dint meant to smash the choco on ur face... cos no 1 dare to do it so me as e CT rep muz do on behalf of the class ma.. hope u dun get too angry abt it yea? hee.. =P

beside tat.. lots of things in my mind worth thinkin.. some i will post in in private.. which mean u all cant see.. lolx.. hmz.. first thing, A lv result out on friday... i am wondering how well i gona do... veri stressed abt it yet no 1 to tok to abt it.. all aint tat nite owl as me ba..

i seriously pity my chinese teacher... ever since our A lvs chi or even b4 the chi Alvs wen MOE announce tat A lv chi no longer required for Uni, ppl start to heck care chinese.. haiz.. they show total no respect to the teacher lo.. even in class, wen the teacher is teachin, they are slpin or they dun even bother listenin.. i hate this kind of attitude.. Arghz.. Worse thing is tat the teacher wun even scold them, he is juz too nice to scold anyone... Dun they care wad he will think deep inside him? tat mayb chi is no longer impt in SG & mayb his teachin sux tat no one is payin attention to the teacher.. arr.. hate this!!

Tokin abt hate, i seriuosly hate those who show
-no respect for anyone
-hate those who scold ppl w/o reason
-hate those who say things but yet nv do in the end
-hate those who are gangsters and act beng/lian
-hate those who i dun like...
-hate those who are constantly blinded by society and still think they have total freedom

hmz.. tis post is gona get worse if i continue.. How come tis few days my mood doesnt seems rite? haiz.. and not to mention my poor chem test result.. life is so stressful.. i need a empty corner to calm myself down..

2005-02-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

hmz.. duno y but den i not feela well now..
seems like something troubling me or stuffs..
i cant conclude wad it is but i'm tryin to figure it out...
what suspose to be right or wrong..
tat i also duno.. Is my mind playin trick on me?
or the world is turnin me upside down..

hahaz.. a part of me is so crppy & cheerful..
the other part i also duno..
izit i have spilt personality?
well, best choice is to heck ba...
if u duno if u shld do tat something,
might as well heck and be happy.. =) yay!

ok.. i'm my usual lameo self again... O lvs gona be out tmr..
hope mi bro will do well... my frens will do well..
everyone who i know will do well.. hee.. =)
& snow ger, have confident in urself..
i know u sure can do it manz!
haha.. dun be too sad if no single digit yea?
u still have me to treat u ice-cream..
oopz.. shant curse u at tis critical pt of time..

hmz.. watched chingay encore on tv mobile today..
how i miss the time there... arr.. haiz..
lookin at all the performance & tat stretch of orchard road surrounded by all motivators make me feel like i'm there again...
haha.. well, think i over obsessed wif it liao...

cant believe 1 term of sch gona end soon... my weekend also end so fast..
tml schlin again..
guess SR will be dead silence.. onli Jc2 left...
well shall see how..

til den, all the best for those takin O lvs result tmr.. =)

2005-02-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

well, i am startin to have the feelin of nostalgia... nostalgia of wad happen to me the past 3mths.. things that move in and out out my life recently.. juz 2wk b4, someone almost move into my life.. well, 1wk b4, the chingay parade is still on-going.. why cant things juz go on a stand still... y? y? y? so wad's next? monday O lv result out and some frens i know in J1 are gona leave.. perhaps no even 1 will still stay in SR.. well, ppl might 4get abt u and stuffs.. tat's normal.. wad u have left is onli the memories of fun and happy times we had together... & why is the world we live in being judge by how ppl look at the society? cant we have total control of our life? y are we always percieve by wad other think or do? Comm'on, get a life! live it! No pt yellin here, wun even change anything... hmz.. People might think i led a happy life but who know what i am reali thinkin? and who even bother askin me abt it? well, guess i dint reali have a so called best bud or wad ba... after my grandma admit to hospital had also taught me and process lots of thots in my mind.. Life is always veri precious, u might nv know when u'll be in tat state.. Well, i need a place to clear my mind.. What's my direction in life? ..........

2005-02-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hey.. juz finished Chingay Parade of dreams ystd.. Wad could i say? i seriously love it and i'm alreadi begining to miss it.. haiz... it's twice in lifetime for me to be a motivator along orchard road.. shall treasure such meaningful memory wif me.. =) next yr if i had the chance i'll definately join again.. well, first day of chingay went to watch hide & seek wif Agnes.. well, the show wasnt reali tat scary as i tot.. lolx.. still ok lahz.. to think of it, second day of chingay is much much more fun den the 1st day.. =) was super shagged wen i went for the milk fund on da 2nd day... dun y but it was a mircle tat i could wake up with silent mode on and no vibration wen sharon called me e 10th times.. haha.. think they will all kill me if i dint go.. lolx.. ltr went town eat den play pool.. was super suay lahz.. white ball and black ball always go in together at e end of da match.. =S it's all her fault nv treat us lunch.. lolx.. wahaha.. k lahz.. shant suan the bhb ger.. tink i had some chingay photos my fren took after e chingay parade.. shall post them here soon.. =)

throughout tis few days i have cleared my mind and know wad is best for myself..

No matter how hard you wan something,
if it's not meant for you,
there's no pt beatin around the bush...
move on wif ya life..
& you will feel & live happier..

=) yuppy.. feel so shuang now tat i jux disturb some1 frm nappin.. =X thou i feel bad.. but nvm lahz.. lolx.. oh ya.. and ystd street party was fun~! think the most fun out of the whole chingay parade.. got to party like siao wif some of my sector ppl.. =) i sort of injured my leg cos skate too many times frm sector 1 to 4 carrying tonnes of water around.. but overall it was fun! onli sharon too bhb spoilt my day also.. lolx.. tat was jux jkin.. k lahz.. admit u veri nice k?

til den, cya peeps!
shall end here by askin u guys a qn: wad did a pink panther say to a dead ant?

if u know the ans tag it to my tag board.. will tell ya the ans wen i blog again nxt time...

2005-02-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2005-02-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

well today is vday, i had managed to squeeze some time to write something here.. hee.. Hope ya have a nice time for vday.. =P tink i say this alot of times le.. will end off here by not saying much and end off wif a few quotes here...

Corinthians 13:4-8 (New International Version)
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud. It is not rude,
it is not selfseeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but
rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
---
I believe in true love.
I believe in fate.
I believe in forever.
I believe in until death to us part.
she and I will both know we're destined for each other
and we will overcome all obstacles to be together forever.
---
God watches over all of us,
& i know it's true
cos he was watchin over me
when he gave me you.

Missing you lots..

New Music Video added

2005-02-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

Guess this song describe da best!
New MTV aded Ryan Cabrera - True
Pay close attention to da lyric! =)
lova ya..

Ryan Cabrera - True Song Lyrics

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

2005-01-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

thankz those who celebrated my bday for me today.. thou not the whole class but at least got 11ppl.. quite a big gang le rite? well, kinda pai seh wen u all sing me the bday song in kovan... so diff frm the one u sing in class.. lolx.. the climate of the event shld be they smashin the cake on my face ba.. well, i guess, anyway thanks for the bday cake and tis memorable day... 2s06 simply rox!

2005-01-02T02:40:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey hey wad's up! how u guys been doin man? Anyway.. Happy New Yr... hmz.. juz to bring out some stuffs abt last yr which i dint have time to post them.. first of all my thailand trip... will get the photos real ready on time.. due to the fact tat i had recent sign up wif villagephotos tat i can post pics juz on the blog itself.. but i had reached it's limit.. therefore i am switchin back to imagestation again.. so new photos will upload them and link it via the left hand side of my blog under RECENT PHOTOS.. check them out yea? meanwhile i will post my christmas day photos we took wif my JC classmates.. however, i onli got 1 of them now.. so will juz paste one of it.. the rest i will dl frm val den post it here again real soon...

ok.. continuin my stuffs... me and boon did went to punggol for some night adventure b4 yr2005.. here's the pics.... kinda freaky cos a bird is always kinda following us everywhere we go.. lolx..

well... and on new yr eve went out wif boon, bob,min kai(who leave us halfway), May and her gangs of fren(who came late and went of erly) and later Jolene who came and went back home wif bob from ICE CUBE CAFE in Serangoon Garden... Quite nice there thou to have so much company for our New Yr.. later left me and boon explorin the canel.. lolx.. but boon did accidently slipped and get himself injure... well.. for juz now was quite fun having BBQ... Meet quite alot of new frens.. going to hang around some other time yea? Zouk? lolx.. quite cool peeps.. anyway.. will try to post those pic on Imagestation too.. check them out under Recent Photos... Those highlighted ones are new... hee... so long for now...

Night Outing..

2004-12-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

juz went nite hikin juz now... quite fun thou.. wif boon and kenneth... went macritchie reservior.. well, got home at abt 10+pm.. frm 1745... jog and walk for 10km.. lolx.. far huh? along the way, saw squirrel, monkey and stuffs... all nature.. quite coolx.. but kinda tired cos long time dint walk le... here are the photos tat i juz edited.. some were brighter cos i edited it.. origianl one is worse.. cant see if without torches and flash light... hmz.. din went to the graveyard.. cos too spine-chilling... next time perhaps.. here are the photos..

Merry Xmas in ICE CUBE

2004-12-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hohoho! Merry Xmas... belated liao... sorry no time to update on xmas eve and on xmas day... hmz.. was suspose to go Zoo wif JiaMein, bob they all but laz min cancel... sianz... nvm... went out laz min on xmas eve wif a phone call and meetin bob, boon, and min kai to town til 6+pm...after tat went back to AMK and bob 'force' jia mein to come out meet us at amk mrt.. lolx.. pretty pai seh cos bcos of us her whole gang of fren muz come out of the MRT and wait for her for the next train... haha... ltr went to kai house to slack a while... but after which go Serangoon garden is where the crap and fun began... however, kai was unable to go so left the 3 of us...

... went to Mac first den ICE CUBE cafe to meet bob's fren, Jolene workin in the cafe.. well, went there slack, eat icecream and stuffs.. wen nearing Xmas day den we started callin ppl and disturb them... lolx... some were asleep thou.. =X haha.. bob wanted to ger the hp nos of another ger Mavis, but didnt at the end.. hmz.. here are a few photos taken frm my hp...

had fun wif the staffs there too.. wenta slack til around 1+am... den walk back home...

Xmas day... first part of the day was suspose to go East Coast Park but end up cancel... so the later part is meet my JC maple frens at 7pm in orchard... went to shop around and saw the fake ice skating rink... quite lame.. saw a few of our frens workin as volunteer there too.. later val came and we went to Lucky Plaza eat pizza hut... the indian man deere spoilt our mood sia... keep scolding the manager non-stop til the police arrive.. dotz... well, wang force us to take some photos... still wif her.. will get it soon and post it.. hee.. =) ltr walk to plaza sing, slack around more and get home... had quite a nice time thou.. hee.. til den, cya..

2004-12-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

well, well... here i am once again.. hee.... kinda lots of things to update ba... well, shall cut it short and sweet.. =P

Went to thailand from 20-23 nite 2330den reach back sg... first day wenta ice skatein Bangkok Central World Plaza.. the rink is the biggest in SEA... well, rent hockey skates there, do some tricks and stunts and did injure myself too... well, the 2nd day wenta Grand Palace in Bangkok... veri grand and the place is well crafted.. shall post some photos I took in Bangkok under photos sometime soon.. rmb to check it out... well, took Tuk-tuk (Thai motorcar taxi) from siam city plaza to central world plaza to shop at nite.. the 3rd day, book a cab to take us to Marine park and Safari world... the shows in Marine park are real life using real guns and bombs.. will post a few photos too.. yuppiz... nite time went to Hwa Lumpong MRT station there to shop.. hmz.. found out that our hotel is onli less than 2min walk to the nearby MRT station.. well, they are pretty high tech too.. using ez-link card and chips like singapore... den laz day b4 our flight at 2030, we to Carrefour in thailand.. pretty much like singapore juz tat the place is gigantic and on it's own instead of SG havin it in shoppin malls... so long for my trip in thailand...

2004-12-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

long time since i update my post.. juz went to Hwa Chong JC 2 days ago for my friend band concert... hmz.. quite nice if u appricate those music.. hee... overall quite nice lahz.. been quit long since my JC peeps hang out together.. lolx... all the maple kia hanging together.. me, jian , joanna and zz... after the performance went to take 66.. actually wan to go macpershon but den end up droppin at newton circle for dinner cum supper.. lolx.. hmz.. ate sting ray, la lang, veg and satay.. quite a lot of food.. but the food is nice... spent quite a lot today... cos mornin also go wif boon and minkai take bus to queenway.. took 1hrs++ to reach.. lolx... den ltr no time fol them to IKEA thus go repair my laptop in Jurong.. but the fe too ex so nv repair...

JUZ TO INFORM YOU ALL.... I WILL BE GOING TO THAILAND FROM 20Dec to 23Dec.. I can be contacted after 23dec but if u reali have some serious matter den contact me at 91716847... =)

2004-12-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

hmz....

Dear customer oficer,

I have always think that M1 will provide better quality services than other operating network. In terms of your services PAY PER USE ROAM, I am very disappointed with the guidelines you set in order to provide this service. First start of with your inefficenacy to come out with this services which I have been waiting for as Singtel had started PAY AS YOU ROAM faster than M1. I had been a loyal customer to M1 therefore did not switch my network.
Now, here's my point:
I am a post paid customer like any other M1 user. I paid my bills regularly and did not have any outstanding balance. However, I am 17 yr old this year and this make me not able to subscribe to your PAY PER USE ROAM SERVICE and even auto roam. So what's the point of being a post paid customer when I do not get to enjoy these services offered to post paid customer? I might as well use a pre-paid card which entitle me to roam overseas. Why did your company come out with a age limit of 21yr old when in the first place you allow singaporeans age above 16yr old to sign for M1 Post paid plan? It is not as if I do not have the money to pay for the roaming charges. I might as well bring my dad to help me sign up for my post paid number instead of signing it myself and I could not have even waste my time writing this complain letter. I always thought M1 caters and provide excellent services to all M1 post paid customers as well as pre paid customers. But here I'm being discrimated that those below 21yr old do not have the money and ability to sign up for your M1 roaming services.

I hope M1 can look into this matter seriously and I serious hope to get a favourable reply soon. Hope that you can activate PAY PER YOU ROAM service on my HP nos 96961571. Don't let my image of M1 be spoilt because of this. Thank You!

2004-11-19T04:10:00.000+08:00

NEW PHOTOS OF OUR CLASS CHALET POSTED

CLICK HERE

OR SCROLL TO RECENT PHOTOS AND LINK ON THE LINK.. =)

2004-11-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

well... had been playing maplestory recently... currently perhaps addicted to it.. hmz.. holis kinda slack at home except for the chalet which i juz came back ystd... hmz.. first of all our chalet is 1306... it sort of so zun wif our class... 1s06.. juz twist the head of 3 and u will get S.. lolx.. well.. had great fun.. =P first was meeting zz, jian, shaun, and joanna to buy all the food stuffs for our chalet... well, b4 tat i wenta highlight my hair... afterwhich we ask mr lai to help help us.. lolx.. actually drive me to downtown wif all the foodstuffs... thanks.. =P maybe i will post those chalet pic in the right hand side of the blog under photos.. realised tat long time nv update anythin on photos le... well, bought frozen chicken and was made to thaw them wif jian and joanna.. lolx.. the migranate part was... errr.... ok.. the truth now since u guys ate le... wahahaha... lolx... me and jian use our bare hands put all the chicken into the tray while joanna pour the BBQ sauce... we were like massagin the chicken and squeezin them wif all the sauce.. lolx.. but overall taste quite nice thou.. haha... well, mr lai went off around 6pm... and the rest of the peeps came around 7pm... think so... well, had to start the fire.. at first was alright but ltr the heat not enuf.. end up eating some chicken half cook.. lolx.. ok.. well, i brushed up on my majong skills le... now think play better ba.. by midnight left onli me, zz, jian, joanna, tenny, jenny and joanne... those are the one which overnite in the chalet also.. hmz.. close the lights actually wan to say ghost stories but end up not reali saying ghost stories but end up chatting.. lolx... afterwhich went outsideto find the playground wif swing.. onli to find tat it was gone due to the construction of wild wild wet... lolx.. went back to chalet and slack.. this time... tenny and jian cheng slp... while the rest were playing majong.. lolx.. ok.. lay till around 6... and jc and zz went off early.. me slp til around 9+am ba.. well, everyone wake up all mental block.. lolx.. ok.. went home and slp till 6+pm.. lolx.. ya.. ystd to tired to blog and so now then i blog.. well, hope to see ya guys sometime soon.. =P

2004-11-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

went fishing 2 days ago at punggol... hmz.. tat mean on the tue.... yupz... we were sorta having pinic together wif me, zz, joanna, raymond and jian cheng... kinda have fun thou nv reali caught any fish... the water flowing from the river too polluted i guess... fish there from around 3 to 7pm... till nite fall sia.. keep seein dead fishes flowin out of the river... abt 5 i guess... got catfish and angle fish.. lolx..at least we had 3 small crabs, 2 tiny fishes and 1 small catfish wen we leave the place.. haha.. seriously it is the best place to relaz urself manz... feel so carefree wen lookin at the nice scenery... haha... thou it rain we had our tent for cover and i got my sweater for cover.. hope to go there some other time.... hee... wad could i say? i have a fun time indeed... =)

2004-11-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

well, blogging late in the early morning.. lolx.. went skating few hrs ago.. hmz... was susposed to meet at 2.30pm.. but end up jian cheng, zz and me reach there at 3.0pm.. =S luckily, we are not the latest... onli jenny, val, joanne were there... hee.. =) tenny and shin yi come around 3++pm... wana reach 4pm sia.. so not punctual... haha... ok went to skate for around like 3hrs? think so... so pei seh... i go in straight awayfall down.. cos nv take of the protective case for my blade.. lolx... so kuku rite? after which me teaching tenny they all how to cross.. well, at least they know abit by now... lolx... hope so.. haha... den, i was wearin tis shirt to skate which the button can come off so easliy... and i kana 'rape' by jenny.... wahaha.. sorta.. lolx.. how can u unbutton my shirt den put ice inside?? lolx... ok.. get to revenge ltr on.. but then jian cheng, joanne, and jenny gang up to 'rape' me... jian cheng grab hold of me till i cant move den the two of them put ice into my shirt... =S wad a tragic day.. lolx... juz kidding... actually we have a fun time yea? hee.. ltr, zz chiong to take his com in Bugis... we were susposed to go wif him but end up he rush off first.. and end up in the same train.. but not in the same cabinet.. kinda lame...wenta foodcourt to eat... havta wad for some time b4 we could finally found our seats... by then we were quite hungry liao... went to buy our food and after which zz come to find us... jian cheng was kinda quiet during the train ride.... ppl start to think he veri weird, cos he seldom so quiet b4... well, afterwhich is Tenny who entertain us in the foodcourt tellin us abt some ghost stories followed by some lame stories... haha.. we also add some stufs to make it more lame.. lolx... okey... chat til 9.30pm++ den we all decided to go home... had a veri lame, and fun day today.. lolx.. cya peeeps on 16th nov for the chalet... Jian Cheng, ZhuZheng, Jenny, Valerie, Tenny, Joanne, Shin Yi and me... --> the 8 & only 1S06 skaters a.k.a lame + fun peeps rox manz~!!! =P

2004-11-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

a new announcement board called "LATEST BYTES" are being set up on the life hand side of this blog to keep peeps inform abt the latest news and announcement... come back regularly to check out for more new updates... =)

2004-11-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

New music video added...

Simple Plan - Welcome to my life...

enjoy... tml is my OP le... hope me do well... =P cya...

Latest bytes:
Ice skating on 5th nov.. Meet in Jurong MRT Control Station at 2 P.M. sharp peeps...

2004-10-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

well.... didnt do much today except to stay at home... wow, our friendster acc is expanding.. =)

2004-10-30T01:24:00.001+08:00

Today is the day where I see my class spirit at it's highest level i could ever imaging...

First, mornin go sch.. go to our CG venue b4 the commendation day at 830am... Jenny wrote 4 eac of us a bookmark thingy wif our names on it... Think the gers bought some strips of papers where we wrote wad we want for Mrs kwek and mr azahar who going to leave us at end of this yr.. Took lots of pictures with Mrs kwek... such a wonderful day today... have hell lot of fun i guess thou we are juz in sch... our class went quite late to hall for the commendation day.. but luckily still not the laz class.. Btw, we had 2 newly accounts on friendster... 1 specially for mrs kwek and the other 1 for our class...

OUR CLASS WON THE BEST Civic Group OF the YEAR 2004 in SRJC..

tats mean we are the best CG from term 3, term 4 and overall for JC1 in 2004.. who wont be proud in our class today? everyone is in such high spirit... later 1 big gang of around 12 peeps are go hougang mall to have lunch togetheer... *kinda rare to see this* lolx.. not tat bad thou... had booked the CLASS CHALET AT 16TH NOV 2004 (Tuesday).. and our ice skating outing is on FRIDAY 5th NOV... dun 4get.. we sure gona have lots of fun... realised today i wrote a lot of stuffs...

1stly, testimonial for mrs kwek in friendster:

To our dearest Mrs Kwek,

Thanks for the continous support you provided for us. We really appreciate it. You are the Best Teacher teaching the Best CG in SRJC we would ever find. Because of you, our lives are filled with happiness and determination to study hard for our future. Thou at times you scolded us, we know it is for our own good. We know you are concern for our future. We are really gona miss ur scolding next year wen you leave us for IJC... We would not have get this far til now if you were not there to guide us.. You light up our future pathway and nuture us with ur valuable knowledge thru ur years of teaching. You are the CT who make us so bonded together. If it wasn't for you and the rest of the teachers teaching us this year, we would not have even won the Best Civic Group this year. You are the CT that really care for us. You are strict to us when needed and jovial as well when we are not focusing on our studies. Although, ur jokes are quite 'lame' sometimes, it at least help us someway or another in making us destress... It is really very sad to see you leaving us halfway during our JC years, but since you have made that decision, we respect ur decision and we wish you will be successful in whatever you do. Hope to keep in touch and dun be angry wen you see this friendster account created specially for you.

From: Jason Eng (Representative of 1S06, 2004)

2ndly, a testimonial for my class in friendster:

1S06...proud to be in this class for
sure..we had all been thru so so
much...get into this class not by chance
but by petition..kinda lots of hardwork
getting u peeps 2 form this class...glad
to have u all as my classmates...u all
rox my world manz..yea..shaun said, we
should try to make it to best performed
CG next yr & best CG at the same
time..do ourselves and mrs kwek proud of
us. =) know if we strive hard for it..
we sure can make it...I cant say this
class is perfect.. there are ups & downs
too..still can rmb 1st few mths, u all
not veri bonded as a class..but now, i
can tell tat we are bonded & each and
every 1s06ians play a massive role in
our class.. w/o 1 of you all,we wouldnt
have won e best CG award..& nt
forgetting our best CT, mrs kwek..she
rox manz! our class can 101% say tat...
sad tat she gona leave us.. haiz.. Hope
tat, I as a CT rep did quite a gd job
tis yr.. if u all nt happy wif me can
always say out.. =) so tat i can improve
on it.. let's work hard together to achieve greater heights!

Well, kinda long rite? lolx.. but tis is all frm my heart... nothing fake there... Really love my class and Mrs kwek lots.. to 2 of our peeps who cant make it to JC2, we wun forget u.. and we will sure miss you 2 lots...

Oh ya.. mentionin the class spirit being high.. after i got home.. created friendster accounts and our class ppl wrote wonderful things in our class testimonials... and the pictures are being uploaded into the acc.. Can feel the belongin of S6 spirit in my presence so strong that till now i am still filled by it..

blog til now.. P/S: Have a look at our best CG Award throphy at our S6 friendster account... =)

love ya peeps lots...

2004-10-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

had quit council with effect from today... these days busy with my Oral Presentation for PW... sianz.... tmr will me getting back our result.. hope i can get wad i expected... hmz.. off to mug chinese A lvs le... (mayb) lolx

2004-10-17T19:27:00.000+08:00

Well, done wif my promos... had steamboat and movie wif class... went house tat nite late and was drinkin beer... lolx... snd kinda fun.. but tis is onli juz for a while... hmz... now, back to sch work and muggin for chinese A level and Project wk... sianz... actually i can lead a happy life but something had been disturbing me v badly... well, had watched 40 esp of YI TIAN TU LONG JI... it was fantastic... wonderful show... well, from there i learn tat everyone had to find ur own path at the end of everything.. no pt hiding...

and becos of this i had decided and made clear of my decision tat I AM GOING TO QUIT COUNCIL.... sooner or later...

If i am out of council, i wun waste so much time... a part of me wan to be.. but a part of me didnt wan to be in council.. well, the dont is growing stronger each day... perhaps everyone is right tat i am not contributing much to council.. but this council is not wad i am looking for.... tis is a council having ppl who are still childish in a sense... stress wif any little things, strict and not flexiable in any way.. organising events but not imporving the life students... sianz... wad i am looking for in council is to serve the students to the best... it means going to help them modify the sch rules which suits them even it mean going beyong the tradition.. *if u know wad i mean* i am sick of it already... we are not a council juz to have rehearsal and be part of celebration... all these are juz for show!!! where are the actions and improvemnet to the sch??? i wondered and wondered.... still nothing get out of it... my priority is not for council anymore... at least in my class i make ppl close together... bonded as one.. i love my class manz... i had no worries over NPCC, my class, and my cca, bowling... but council, ok.. made up my mind to quit... any TAs if u are reading this, well, it is true tat i wish to quit council.. and i always hated laz min stuffs... i am born in an environment tat i hated laz min work.. cant u guys be more organised? look ahead and plan well... dun waste all the time and laz min come out wif stuffs.. sick of it...

ok.. wed i am going for bowling and not council... my decision is fixed... no more council...!!!

2004-09-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

mugging and mugging... 2more days to my promos exam...

had a break at punggol park ystd to celeb mid aut fest wif jiang cheng and zhu zheng... til around 10+pm... hmz... since monday to wed le... still no GP lesson... keep postponing it.. so lame.. now pl in our clas get used to her style.. and shi xuan nick still wan to bet if got GP tmr or not.. lolx.. ok.. tat's kinda lame... =S

ok... tat's all for now.. gona get out of tis place study bio again... stressed...

afer a long break from blog

2004-09-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

well... here i am... after so long nv reali blog liao... i dun know y...i still have tonnes of wrk to do... promotational exams are juz 10 days away.. yet... i dun seems to have the motivation to study... i am totally stressed out... almost goin to sch at 7am everyday til around 6+P.M. late at night... where is my fun life been>? i had been questioning myself about tat a lot of time... my grades arent tat great it used to be during sec sch... sec sch is like play and play yet laz min stil managed to study but not now... times have changed... i need to be constantly keeping up the pace in JC... once u lag behind... u are gona be dead... *perhaps like me now* =S I reali need to find more frends.... haiz... & sorry to all my frens who i had neglected and did not go out wif u all wen it was susposed to...

TO STUDENTS OUT THERE, IF U ARE THINKIN OF GOING TO A JC... PERHAPS THINK TWICE THAT YOU ARE RISKING UR LIFE TO A TREMENDOUS TORTURE AND HELL OF STRESS. IF U ARE SOMEONE WHO WAN TO DO WELL, YOU MAY LOSS UR SOCIAL LIFE AWAY TIS 2 YEAR BUT UR FUTURE WILL BE BRIGHT... (this is a bias assumption by me and readers are not suspose to sue me or confront me by any laws) lolx...

reason y i state it is a bias assumption is due to the fact recently a student blog some stuffs abt a teacher and something not kind happened.. ok.. shant say much... it was susposed to be a secret..

well, as bobby laz and most impt skill, 'the future is in ur hand', i had not treat the advice seriously and life not been gd... now after losing it den i realised tat bob wad u say is so true.. no wonder u are the most pro among us 3... lolx...

I duno y but i had been slacking whenever i log on to the com... nothing get into my brains except chatting and reading email... i am wasting my precious time away... maybe i shall log off now.. but i am adicted to it... i need serious help or perhaps i should juz use a hammer and smash my pc diretly with a huge blow...

hmz... realised nowadays ppl are so open minded and they can talk watever things under the sun... lolx... from lifestyle to sex.. hmz... ok... i had tried to adapt tis trend and be like 1 of them... haha... but i am still not so talkative and gossip^tive (lolx... is there tis word?)

ok... and guys in case you peps havent find out... i had just up for friendster 1 or 2 months ago... something which i said was very lag the laz time.. lolx... at least not now anymore wen i use it... haha...

are u guys sick of reading my blog anymore... no choice wor.... long time nv blog, got millions of stuffs tto spilt it out yea.... lolx... was act susposed to study bio now.. haha.. nvm.. i have or perhaps the guys in our class are sort of addicted to playing pool... i muz admit we go to hougang plaza almost every saturday if there is extra lesson to play pool... kinda crazy... maybe someday u can find me there around noon on fri or sat... haha... oh ya... zhu zheng is a trend of goin back to bowen every fri to eat there... sometimes i will follow him as well... so guys know where my hangouts yea? lolx... not exacetly... perhaps compass pt, kovan, hougang super bowl? jurong ice skating rink? new creation? haha... u might find me but obviously wan to find me come my house lahz... waste so much time to spy on me for wad... lolx...

okok... realised i had been crappy and lame nowadays... more funny and toking crap always... maybe will suan u for fun juz to crack a joke... lolx... no choice... cant help it... cos my class ppl are lame *later they beat me up...* lolx... soi am influence by them... lolx...

very late le... arrr..... spent abt 40mins typin something this long? lolx... perhaps my longest blog posted so far... maybe i will break tis record sometime soon again... but as for now... signing off.. and hope to hang wif my fren soon... cya.. luv u all...

2004-09-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

When :+:[-guys-]:+: are quiet,
Millions of things are running in their mind.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: are not arguing,
They are thinking deeply.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: look 'staringly' at you,
They are wondering how long you will be
around.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: answer "i'm fine" after a
few
seconds,
They are not at all fine.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: stare at you,
They are wondering why are you lying.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: lay on your chest,
They are wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: call you everyday,
They are seeking for your attention.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: sms u everyday,
They miss you and want you to reply at least
once.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: say I love you,
They mean it.

When :+:[-guys-]:+: say that they can't live
without
you,
They have made up their mind that you are
their
future.

Finally..
When :+:[-guys-]:+: say "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than
them..

2004-09-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

(New music video updated)
MAROON 5 LYRICS

"She Will Be Loved"

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

2004-08-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

I need a life...
need to widen my social circle..
need to deserve a higher status in everyone heart...
haiz... sick and tired of all my tests...

2004-08-15T17:05:00.001+08:00

what are the most interesting thing or stuffs in ur life?

I was struck by this question and at first i think i dun even have anything interesting to write...
but wen i think deper... i suddenly feel a sence of nostalgia... i miss my old clique... my secondary sch gang... they were the one that brought my the most joyous moments in my life... we went thru so many things together but we are now not very close fren anymore... each of them each have a life... we are either busy now wif studies or others stuffs and we do not have the time wif our previous clique anymore.. people around you start forming their own clique... reali miss the time i was wif bob, boon, jef, aikwei, ronald, kenneth and the nicks... without them.. my life in secondary sch will not be such a memorable one... it was during sec sch where u are not stressed up... not even close to the global world.. fun and games are still a common thing... not like now.. .fun and games are consider a luxeries... miss the time we always went outdoor exploring due to boon influence... going out wif the nick due to bob influence... adding smile to my face by ronald craps.. lolx.. making me a com pro and techno freaks by aik wei influence, have a greeat fren like kenneth who is pro in studies and always there asking me not to slack too much so tat i manage to be where i am today and have a great fren like jeff and the rest of them... these fun days were a thing in the past... not now anymore in the present life i guess... it is even so hard to have all my fren in those cliques to come out together and have hell lots of fun... hope everyone is doing reali great... (sorry for any spelling errors in these text, dun bother to check for errors..) Living for the future, nostalgia abt the past... =S

2004-08-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

MY EQ score = 160

# 200 -- Highest Score
# 175
# 150
# 125
# 100 -- Average
# 75
# 50
# 25
# 0 -- Best to try again another time

MY IQ score = 126

IQ Score Cognitive Designation Possessors

Below 75 Learning difficulty
75 - 85 Below Average
85 - 114 Average Middle school graduates
115 - 124 Above average High school graduates
125 - 134 Gifted University graduates
135 - 144 Highly gifted Professionals
145 - 154 Genius Professors/Researchers
155 - 164 Genius Nobel Prize Winners
165 - 179 High genius
180 - 200 Extraordinary genius

1s07 rox!

2004-08-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

well.... ysterday was a fun day.. went 4 bio test in the morning.. tlr back home to change and go rach house to do PW.. kinda fun wif chancy grp anf my grp plus joanne frm another grp al go rach house to PW... info exchange? lolx... do quite a bit and after that keep suaning jenny wif short wavelength.. oopz.. =X jian cheng did it.. slack around living room and tok awhile also.. leave her house around5pm...

ltr in the day.. went to comapss pt wif jiang cheng and wanted to take mrt to meet my ex 1so7 peeps.. halfway saw my mum and bro going there too.. lolx.. went for the outing end up onli a total of 8 people including me there... ppl who went are mark, melvin, zhenglong, marshall, wilson,mei ping, charmaine and me... had lots of fun dining at seoul garden marina square... we eat till around from 7+ to 10+PM... lolx.. somemore they challenge who can eat more scoop of ice cream.. zhenglong was saying if u eat too much icecream later u cannot stand.. someone inteprete wrongly think charmain or marshall was thinking of the... *censor* lolx.. end up laughing like hell.. think they ate abt 10+ scoop.. which i cant make it.. lolx.. hmz.. eat too much end up puing a mouth of food.. lolx... all becos of mark who gif me around 40 attap seed to eat.. =S ltr.. walk to esplanade and halfway between the citylink and marina square, mark was pushed by charmaine and melvin into the fountain.. lolx.. he got his ass totally wet.. wahhaha... walk to espalande and the merlion and charmaine was afraid that mark would take revenge.. so they keep walking at a distance.. lolx.. so funny... ltr went to merlion to slack around... siting there and relax.. and the stupid mark use ice cold mineral water and pour on my head.. i end up getting my hair and body wet.... @#$%^ haha.. kiddin... ltr walk to raffles place mrt station.. the atmosphere there at night was kinda nice.. we all saw a couple kissing bravely in the public... hugging each other and the lady leg was on.... *underage not permitted to know* haha... we started discussing that they would probably have sex ltr on.. erz.. =X went to tak mrt... and it was fun hanging around wif the ex 1s07 peeps thou onli a total of 8 came... hope to see you guys soon... =)

2004-08-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

MTV aded on top left of blog.. will frequently change the video to spice up ur life in entertainment.. Double-click on the screen to make it full screen.. If you have a internet connection of 256K & below.. this will be kinda lack.. Try playing it the second time after the first laggy one and it will flow smoothly.. Have fun enjoying the music video by Jason Mraz- You and I both.. quite interesting..

Here are the lyric:

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and INot so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out ofand it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.

2004-08-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

A joke.. (pls dun take it seriously)

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''
When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''
The Teacher fainted.

2004-07-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

New Song added to my blog... here are the lyric below:

Spiderman 2 OST:
Dashboard Confesionals - Vindicated

Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing I am captivated I am...
VindicatedI am selfish,
I am wrongI am right,
I swear I'm right Swear
I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now That I am..
VindicatedI am selfish,
I am wrongI am right,
I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and
I'd be in too deep down to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
VindicatedI am selfish,
I am wrongI am right,
I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
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council investiture will be next wed 21st July 2004..
anyone interested to come pls tell me ASAP..
had rehease veri hard thou i thou they seriously need to buck up on their attitude and crap which is pissin me off soon.. u ppl juz take up too much time and rmb 1 thing.. i am here to serve the student ... not to paint some freakin banner and waste my fuckin time hearin wad u ppl crap.
i'm the national day committe 2nd I/C.. but any1 care to reali take my pt of view?
am i just a shadow and sometimes i helped and get scolded for no reason.. wtf.. anyway.. nvm..
sch was still ok.. the 15th musical performance last wed was coolz..
well... next tue will be the drama performance at victoria concert hall.. tix cost $12.
I will be doing ushering.. my mid yr exam grade kinda sux.. haiz... will try to buck up and not slack so much... yupz... thankz to those ppl who ask me to strive hard.. =)

Long time b4 i am back here!!!

2004-07-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

well, today went out to help dad collect bag and collect my repaired Discman... Went Orchard den Queensway.. Find Bob at his workplace and have lunch wif him.. long time we all nv tok le.. haha.. but still somehow same.. we are still being influenced by the Master Gin Boon abt backstab.. lolx.. kiddin..

Well, realised it had been a long time since i log on to my blog and blog an entry on it and bob had reminded me.. lolx.. and guys, rmb to watch SPIDERMAN 2... IT WAS A GREAT CONTINUATION from spiderman 1 manz!! wenta watch ystd wif raymond, shi xuan, val, shaun, chauting and zhu zheng.. hee.. after tat go take neo print also.. =) but shaun and zhu zheng ps as halfway wen we take neoprint.. well, ok..

Ystd was also our laz mid yr paper... biology.. phew.. finally it's over.. but i dun think i'' gona get gd grades.. well, i have more stuffs which i needa to mug which i havent reali finsih during the June holis... hmz.. June holis wasnt reali wel spent... perhaps abit slack or too slack i would say........

well, 2days teacher conference at Suntec city was great fun doing the redemption booth... the restaurant that we dine in for our lunch was spectular.. lolx.. to certain extend.. shaun was so Kiasu or greedy i would say that he bring 1 whole tray of cakes to our dining table.. lolx.. however, the sad pat come when we lost the Digital camera for the badge making while we were out for lunch.. Blessed the Old man who had stolen it.. wahahaha...

Well, now abt the class out or perhaps Elena's CLass Outing... end up onli abt 13 ppl come lorz.. somemore go ECP juz rent bike go cycle 1hr then alreadi half going home le.. =| weirda.. later left a few of us to eat dinner at Parkway Parade and by the time we all go and play pool, there are only left wif me, jian cheng, zhu zheng, shaun and marshall. haha.. i got a TYCo ball when the ball bounce off the table and fly straight into the hole... lolx...

Not to mention abt Iceskating outing.. everyone was like so ON 1st but end up all laz min cannot go.. so how? end up me going there alone during holis to skate for fun lorz.. onli to meet kenneth and his classmates 1+hrs ltr.. can still rmb that was a wednesday and the following sat, we had our former 4B class outing to Parsir Ris Park for BBQ... was still ok.. having fun eating and tokin to some old frens..

Well, other than all these fun, had managed to study at home as well as out to library wif shi xuan to study... did a few of the chemistry holis hw.. and revise a few chapters.. PW was another bad thing to tok abt.. had managed to get approval for our survey question but we are still yet to gather our info and the interview part is still a prob yet to be solve.. sianz ar... and abt council.. haiz.. dun feel like tokin abt it but for your info, I am under Welfare Department..

Things I had sort of bought during the holis are a new yellow/black color bag which i bought it at far e ast wif jian cheng..A creative MP3 player (MuVo TX FM 128MB) which i bought it during com fair wif my dad plus 128MB Gforce4 graphic card and free speakers from cambridge soundwork..

well, dammed tired lately due to watching EURO 204 soccer matches... oh ya, our class jersey shirt is yellow in color.. lolx.. still look kinda cool and ok lahz.. thou some comment it as a bumble bee symbol.. and my luck isnt on my side.. keep losing money den wining.. Overall: Loser.. lolx.. ya lorz..

think i had blog long enuff to keep u peeps updated.. well, i am off to play game le.. =) will update u guys soon~!

2004-06-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

done wif my 5days camp in Kota Tinggi

climb kuntong Panti mountain and slp at summit 4 a day... overall was fun...

so surprised i won the best camper award... dint expect to win any.. lolx

ok.. dammed stressed and so tired to blog any longer...

wun be here so often... cya peeps...

happy holis..

2004-05-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

ice skate on sat.. interested pls tell me 96961571

TMR IS GP MID YR EXAM... wow.. 1st time take GP exam...

GP exam, here i come.. =)

2004-05-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

dammed busy nowadays... dammed stressed... arghx.. no time to study for test.. tmr gona fail liao..

ok.. btw got into council..
nothing much...

got Council camp at malaysia frm 1June to 5June.. anything juz email me.. and u can try to sms me if i can still recieve msg wen i am in Kota Malaysia for the camp.. hmz.. no idea..

gone to mug bio essay.. cya..

2004-05-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

oh manz.. i cant reali believe myself tat even the principal of SRJC know abt my clapping speech and was doin it and tellin it in front of my bowlin coach.. she then ask if everyone voted for me and tel me tat she always rmb me for my high impact speech.. wow.. so hornoured.. lolx..

bowling comp again frm 1pm to 5+pm like tat.. bowl at marina superbowl and highest new record was 143.. =P and the rest wif 138, 133, 117 and 111.

got tonnes of hw... think i skip quite alot of test cos of bowlin and i was not in sch.. =S

hope everyone dun be so stressed abt ur wk... =) btw, today is the council election..

2004-05-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

today.. or ystd was starting of bowling comp at victor's superbowl... was reserved and onli play at kovan wif a average of 130 then saw william and kong hwee there too...

abt the council rallies, couldnt make it for the JC2s but left 15mins for the JC1s.. i managed to speak up by ansing a qn and everyone was like claping a ryhtm for me. my fren was saying my cher was the loudest and coolest clap among all like some superstar wif my fan clubs.. lolx.. had confident tat i sure get elected? too famous le.. lolx.. too bhb le..

2004-05-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

ok... ystd reach hm at 11+pm.. went iwf sec 4b classmates..
doin GP summarty now...

ok.. today was sport day... Green hse didnt reali win first..
think got 3rd.. i was sort of kana ask to lead them in cheer.. lolx..

ok.. abt my council speech..
today i make my council speech..
ppl were gifing me comments like i veri cool, funny, well done, etc.. lolx
and some were suaning me all the way becos of my speech... here is my speech:
(and u all will know y they suan me..lolx..)

*clap my hands slowly five times*

A very good morning to one and all,

My name is Eng Kim Yong frm 1s06. My nominee nos is 20, two zero...

U all must be wondering y i clap my hands rite?
*at this pt the whole crowd in the hall laugh*
*me feelin abit pai seh*

Everyone has a pair of hands. Without 1 of ur hands, u would nv be able to clap.

I, as a student councillor if voted in, represent one of the hand who "dare to dream and Dare to Reach" as a leader..

And each and every SRJCians plus the teachers represent the other hand who can gif me support..

*pointing to all the crowd wif my fingers*
*students in the hall were cheering and screaming for me*
*felt so famous compared to the other 3 speaker where no one reali cheer*
*perhaps their speech were too boring*

SO let's put our hands together and work as a whole for a better future..

Thank You! and rmb my nominee nos is Twenty.. =)

*end of Speech*

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ppl later were trying to copy my style of clappin in class, canteen, study area... think like everywhere is sch for those who know me.. =S sort of 1/3 of the population.. now.. is the whole sch know i am the one.. haha.. and i slang my english till ppl cant believe i am speaking.. lolx... update u peeps more soon..

go do hw le..

2004-05-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

i had decided to focus more on studies..
and thankz bob for tellin me tat.. =)
love you peeps... =P
I choose to remain as gd frens..

My councillor speech is on tis friday.. hope i can do well.. and make an impact...
and those who are free every WEDNESDAY... can come to KOVAN SUPERBOWL for bowling wif me there..
cos my sch trainin there frm 2.30pm till 5+ and after tat i play till abt 6+
if wana come gif me a call yea? thankz.. offf to slp.. dead tired..

p/s: thankz wan lin for everything.. miss ya lots.. =)

2004-05-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

haiz... wad can i say... everyone's blog is all abt complain and stress and wana end this life..
perhaps i also share the same thing manz... i hate my life.... i hate tis world...
seriously speakin triangular love sux... duno wad i shld say....
JC life sux... y is this world so torturing??? ArghZZZzzz!
all my test i will be flunkin it...
haiz... the speed of learnin is too fast...
today is may... since jan till now.. i had not feel the distraction of love in my studies till now...
arghz... the feelin is unbearable... u are like thinkin wad someone is saying and u neglect ur studies..
i have always say "let go and let god.." but it is easy say than done..
some1 out there to help me? i am juz suffering now...

i think i am fallin in love.. but since when will dere be anyone tat will like me?
haiz... always single and lonely... arr..

2004-04-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

A JOKE

Sunday School

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''

When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''

The Teacher fainted.

2004-04-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

new E-mail address: jsoneng@gmail.com

can add me to your MSN messenger.. =)

will still be using the old one too.. : jsoneng@msn.com

"Dare to Dream, Dare to Reach!!"

2004-04-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

A story after so many entries... =P

Time Never Goes Back

I received an email.. after sorting much of my email, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting...
After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after having completed reading
this article!

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later...

Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

~There Can Be Only One~

2004-04-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

went bowling again today..
kinda broke.. score getting lousier...
the best record was onli 125 which was ystd.. haiz..
so shuang today i complete all my Hw and i'm slacking now..
Ice skating change to saturday morning..
tmr off to play bowling at 3+pm.. anyone interested to join me?
shall bring my ball dere to train.. hmz.. coach was sort of lookin at us bowl too.. lolx
and It was real easy to pass thru the student councillor interview..
i'm one of the successful applicatants.. onli 36 of us were in..
but then principal say dey need at least 35 student councilors in tis batch..
so i guess all of us will sure be lahz.. onli the position will matters.. lolx
ok.. i think i lack confident in speech and stuffs like rallies.. haix..
anyone there kind enuff to help me write out a speech for the election thingy?
lolx.. nvm... sch is getting more tiring each day.. think i'm gona slp now..
else sure die de.. lolx.. gd nitez..
and to someone.. god will always heal us no matter thingy.. =)
stay strong and carry on.. for letting go, and let god is the best manz~! =)
miss ya..

2004-04-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

Many ppl say life in JC1 is a honey moon yr..
but personally I find it veri torturing and a life leecher..
frm 7+ till now still doin 1 chem tutorial.. think perhaps i din concentrate hard enuff or i need to think v veri long b4 i reali know how to do de.. haiz..
the math tutorial for our class is the most fast and some concepts i cant reali figure it out myself..
the teacher is kinda fierce till like no one dare to ask her qns if 1 din try or cant figure out how to do on his/her own..
the work load & spped in JCs are almost 3times of tat of secondary sch sia..
everyday lesson end almost at 5pm... by the time u are out of sch, u are dead tired..
still muz go home do tutorials.. and the worse is wen u lack slp..
i am lacking slp everyday.. like slp onli 4hrs... health is getting worse everyday...
+ physical training like the NS style will make u reali faint someday i guess...
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haiz.. i am trying to survive.. back to doing tutorial.. cya..

2004-04-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

watch "Passion of Christ" the day b4
was veri veri veri nice...
u can actually feel the holy spirit wen u watch it...
but then the M18 for the show was kinda reasonable..
cos i think the show too many blood scene & to grose... *yuckz*
hate those who betray him juz 4 e money..
overall rating: veri nice show...
watch it manz~! (provided u are above 18) hehes..

Had bought a bowling ball ystd..
"Ebonite NITRO untherane"
sort of play a few round wif classmates...
break record to 119.. lolx.. still veri lousy.. =X
learnt how to play curve (hook) ball wif the new ball.. =).
ltr saw my ex-fren coming to bowl so pei him bowl for 2 more rounds..
dammed broke now.. =S

went for student council interview today..
ok.. first of all, due to the fact tat i'm a OGL...
most councillors know me well and the TAs too..
the interview was ok.. sort of relax cos all are my frens.. lolx
onli thing is that cos maybe my write-up is too long till the teacher ask alot of questions..
hmz.. see nxt monday result if can make it or not for the rallies and stuffs lorz..

after interview.. saw my secondary Bio teacher in my sch..
cos today my sch holding the Elementz Science conference..
tok to her for a while... she gif me some gd tips on how to survive.. lolx
ok.. ltr went home... cant stand being lack of slp...
so i slpt till 4pm ++... lolx.. veri piggy rite?

ok.. bowling trainig nxt wed again.. =) love my CCA manz..
and ice skating nxt friday class.. luv u peeps.. =]
hope everyone can make it for skating at kallang.. (but kallang rink veri bad condition!!)
nvm.. cya peeps around in sch...

btw, those who come to me personally to tell me you will sure vote for me b4 even the rallies and speech,
I would like to say a big thanks!! thanks for having faith in me...

2004-04-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

CLass T-Shirt Logo

2004-04-11T00:53:00.000+08:00

heee.. sometimes kinda to busy doing tutorial or lzy to blog so nv update much so often..
anyway.. also nthing much happening..
Join Bowling and Council as a CCA.. went 4 bowling training laz wed..
and think almost everyday i'll go to Kovan SuperBowl to bowl wif Shaun..
think i'm addicted to it... sort of from score 60+ to 109 today...
ok.. think is my onli record tat pass 100.. lolx..
thankz to Joel and Jian Cheng who stress me to strike so tat dey will stay longer wif us.. lolx
seriously needa save lots of money for my bowlin equipment, HP bills and pay baack Loan...
think i'm broke le.. but still able to survive.. lolx......... ok.. tok abt today camp...
thou our class didnt win cos think we were all too tired frm schlin days..
but at least we were already too bonded as a class b4 the whole camp unlike others...
y leh? cos our class get together via appeal and petition... of course e ppl we ask them in all veri enthu and we know de lorz.. lolx
our class too united till on 08.04.04, whole class went BK kovan to have dinner together.. wow..
1st class in SRJC to have 2nd Intake Class Outing i guess..
Think less than a month, our class already have 2 dinner outside sch together, (including today) and some of us went bowling...
Will be organising the 4th class outing which will be ICE-SKATING most prob nxt friday or sat.. our class are gona rock Jurong skating rink down manz.. tat's for sure.. =P so coolz..
We manage to get back only 2 of our former teachers thru our petition.. they are Mr. Azahar and Mdm Ainon..
but nvm.. at least we got 2 out of 5 of the teachers we wanted... and we love them lots..
think tmr gona go victor hse to study maths le...

oh ya.. our class too united till maTH TUtorial most of us all nv do and end up kana scolding by mrs kwek...
haiz.. think I kana the worst scold cos i'm the CT REP... she say i set such a "gd" example for my class..
hmz.. gona go watch tv now le.. blog some other time.. tata.. slp well everyone...

2004-04-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

hmz.. today second laz day of temp timetable..
was act till 4pm but den went off at 2...
pei tenny to collect her pay den later buy hp at PP....
hehe.. tenny dun be too "geak" le k? hehe...
went home.. kinda tired now.. tired to blog too...
cya...

2004-04-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

today after study... went out to kinokuniya, sumerset, BK cenileisure, and orchard...
wif tenny, joanna, and shin yi... went there sort of search for chem textbk...
ltr joanna pan seh us to go wif her frens..
and shin yi left around 8pm cos she needa be home...
so left tenny, so go see hp for a while then go home too...
glad that mr azahar is our bio teacher.. =P
tmr we will get our PW grp.. i guess..
our college gif us each an apple for openin of 15th anniversary.. lolz
reach home around 9.20pm.. kinda tired.. *yawnz*

ok.. realised tat long time nv keep u peeps updated on my JC life...
life is challenging... worse than any secondary sch lives u could imagine...
Bio test was cancelled due to our teacher's April Fool Joke..
Ov3r the weekends... sort of having camp... in joel hse...
went his club bowl on 1st nitez... kinda coolz
later went to eat prata along the road which is somewhere around 2am..
wow... tat kinda late lo.. wanted to went exploring in the cemetry but end up nv go..
cos the gate was close(not lock) and it was total darkness wen we reach there...
back hse play dai-dee 4 a while... den was too tired and dao at 3am+ til tmr 9am...
Tenny so piggy woke up at 11.30am.. end up everyone was waiting for her.. liew...
hehe... went lunch at kovan... ltr around 3+ spilt to diff places..
me and joel went to visit his grandma in TTSH...
ltr back to ECP.. was suspose to meet at 5 end up every1 was late including me...
wahz.. Joanne nv late lehz.. so punctual... 1st to reach there and wait for us..
ming de come ltr.. so we play pool above mac cos Lao Da treating us.. lolx
realised Joanne is a pool pro.. wow... and too bad arsenal lose to Man u 0 - 1 ...
ltr.. joanne needa go home 1st... so left me, joel , tenny. ming de, and tommy...
e same ppl who ton... and slack around ECP to see stars... lolx..
i took tenny's bike and cycled to Bedok jetty alone and after which back to find them..
sort of hard time finding where are they cos was late at nite and ECP look almost the same everywhere.. lolx..
ltr... was singing bside the sea and letting the waves to splash on our feets... hehe...
oh ya.. duno who add batteries into my instant noodles... =S
sorta taste weird lorz... but den still managed to finish the mee...
ltr was sort of telling ghost stories... gazing into the sky to see stars..
slack till midnight... went back by cab sia..
end up slp till 12pm e next day...

will update u peeps more soon..

2004-04-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

ok... today went lib study.. end up nv go chem lecture...
mr azahar help me pay for the belt 1st cos he tell the DM i dint wear the corrct belt.. =S
ok.. found a veri gd biology bk in the lib.. and decided tat it will be my biology textbk for e nxt 2 yrs..
wasted lot of time and searching for the book and orderin it online via home delivery...
THE BOOK ROX MANZ.... LOLX..
tmr wun be back at home.... till sun..
and i gona study for my biology test on sat....

2004-03-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

Joel house tat we study on sunday was veri far..
certain extent.. think I needa mug..
went his house to study maths...
some left early while the rest of us (7ppl) order 4 pizza for dinner..
hee.. we veri greedy rite? 7 ppl eat 4 pizza? =X haha..
ltr went cycling and play volleyball beside a cememtry... *ghostly*
it is a japanese cememtry.. seems abit small..
the rest dun dare to go in.. so left in and Glen to cycle inside to explore.. =P
ltr went back Joel house and we started toking abt ghost stories...
hee.. Joanna and Tenny was sort of afraid while i think the boys are kinda laughing away..
weird or shld I call tis funny? this is all abt sun... reach home at 1020pm...

Sch today... was totally veri slpy...
meet the PLs oustide sch gate.. but end up TAs finding me...
TAs = Teacher Advisors...
was suspose to lead my OG grp but was wif PLs insteads.. oopz...
anyone touched? lolx
kkz.. went for lecture.. Oh ya....
FORMER 1S07 ppl are now all in 1S06 + mostly the freshmen frm my OG grp.. =P
so coolz.. WE ARE THE ONLY 1ST CLASS TO GET PETITION FRM PRINCIPAL TO GET INTO SAME CLASS....
WOW... cant reali believed that e appeal I help u all create and tok to the principal ystd reali work..
3 Cheers for s6.. Ohhmmm.. aHhHhh... (x3) hee.. =)
and our class so famous.. like got abt 6ppl wana appeal frm their class to our class... love 1S06 lots...
hmz.. ok.. finished typing the contact list for 1s06 & by tis u all shld be able to guess i'm e CT rep for 1s06..
yupz.. ltr after 3pm re-lecture.. went to Kovan BK....
have lunch there.. haha.. sort of release stress? cos we keep laughin and jokin around...
Glen was like keep suaning ppl? hehe..
Joel, u are like always kana suan and being bully...
but we all didnt mean it.. hmz.. i mean those who suan u..
Joanna and TOmmy.. haha.. u are like keep laughin.. then wen u laugh, u end up makin us laugh too.. lolx
& TEnnY... u arhz.. duno how 2 describe.. haha..
*okok all dun make me laugh again..*
but we had hell lot of fun and laughter, dun we? =P

oh ya.. maybe we shld call urselves the *burppy Clique*
haha.. or fart club instead? hee.. kiddin..
FERVOUR PLs rox.... (most enthu in SRJC)

P/s: so pai seh today during lunch let u all sit dere wif ur food and wait for me to buy food b4 u all tuck in wif me.. =S
shall end here.. love u guys... i love my new class......

2004-03-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmz.. since ppl say that like to read my blog..
perhaps i shall blog more often nowdays..
Got audience to listen to me blog lehz.. =)

Went to Math re-lecture today...
i re-do the whole tutorial till halfway..
but the teacher say i'll definately score As if i continue to do so..
Hope and i believe i'll... =)
Was late to meet my PLs.. dey end up going sch first..
Juz nice tat my friend (since pri sch i know her) studying in SRJC take the same bus as me...
so was not tat bored in bus.. haha..
after the whole lecture.. went to kovan Mac to eat..
and a guy was saying the L.J joke till so loud tat we dun dare to face the other ppl around Mac..
Ltr went to play bowling at superbowl... hmz..
wanted to join bowling as a cca.. but think i'm currently not gd at it..
ltr... some PLs left and left me, Tenny, Tommy, Joel, Rou Yu, and Joanna...
went to PS to play pool.. but den no home clothes.. all sch u.. so we all till around Little India..
to search for a place where we can play pool in sch u.. Funky pool was too crowded...
End up buying shirts and went to Parklane to play for 2 hrs..
was kinda fun.. oh ya.. took neo print wif the FERVOUR PLs
Tenny, Tommy, Joel, Tou Yu and Joanna were so funny sia..
we are like telling lame jokes and riddles all the way till we are all laughin our heads off.. lolx
so fun.. and tat Tenny is always forever blur and her senses juz cant seems to work at all..
oops.. am i suspose to mention tis on air? *dun come look 4 me horz*
but seriously.. Tenny, u are a veri funny ger who like keep entertaining us but ur "always hear wrong things!"
and laugh at things which have either no reason or even scary stories to turn them to comdey ghost stories?
haha.. so funny.. had lots of fun basically today... hmz.. realise I am the onli OGL tat are so bonded wif them..
watever stuffs regards to them or goin out.. I'll sure be wif them and they will sure look out for me.. yay!!
love u peeps lots.. muz i gif u all a muack? hmz.. I shall gif u all a muack sorta cheer specially created by my grp...

Give u 1 kiss..

*muack*

Give u 2 kiss...

*muack* *muack*

Give u three lonnnnggg kisses..

*muackzk* *muackzkzkz* *muackzzkkzkzkz*

keke.. nice?? so tired now.. but still got energy to blog..
hehehz.. reached home at 10pm today.. hmz..
yay! tmr we are gona go Joel house to complete tutorial..
cya tmr... FERVOUR PLs + me (Onli FERVOUR OGL) roxs!

2004-03-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

wad can i say...

Being an OGL was truely fun and a wonderful learning experience for me..
The PLs are so ehthu esp. my group FERVOUR 5... Watch movie juz yesterday..
and today all PLs went to Compass pt to have lunch.. and such great fun pai seh-ing ourselves?
lolx.. but we are coolz yea? LOVE FERVOUR lots.. MY 1st OG and 2nd OG Orientation grp.. =)
I PROUDLY DECLARE FERVOUR 5 IS THE BEST AMONG THE REST... have hell lot of fun wif them..
We lost to Gusto during 1st O' but finally beat e rest of e OG for 2nd O' with an outstanding score...
Orientation ended 2 days ago.. yet my grp PLs and other sub-grp PLs are so united..
I had regain back my leadership skills and will not slack anymore like I used to in Bowen..
I will serve the college well... and perhaps join the 17th student council to help SRJC...
Feel proud of myself after i helped my former 1S07 to appeal by petition to get back the same class...
Had submited the form ysterday wif former class' signature, former teachers' signature and e freshmen joinin us..
Had spoken to the Principal about the petition today in the General Office and she said she recieved it...
She had already given our petition to HOD of science which will help us form the class..
However, she said no promised as dey are gona see how it goes..
Since she had passed our petition to the HOD tat means we are half successful in a way or another.. =)
Hope all my frens will be in 1S07... so many PLs and ppl frm FERVOUR if our class successfully form..

hmz.. hey! PLs & other fervourians.. had realised u all gif me too much respect till sometime i feel like i'm ur teacher..
u all can be more relax or tok more to me always! haha.. & pls dun mistake me as J2 for some of u who are still blur..
Have know alot of new friends and i think u guys are great and will certainly bring SRJC proud in yrs to come.. =]

2004-03-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

had the most busy march holis in my life..
phew... it has finally come to an end.. and i had hell lot of fun.. =)
I love 1S07 and those who came for the outing i organised at sentosa..
thankz to those volunteers who came forward to help me plan and buy stuffs..
espically WanLin who go sentosa wif me on tue to plan for outing while the rest all laz min cancel..
finished Orientation Group Leader camp.. and tmr is the day to lead all freshmens comin to my college..
and Fervour certainly rox~! finished our identities the earliest on monday..
won the bbest synergy award and most outstanding + 1st in station games...
love ya peeps.. feel so proud we are the onli team tat complete the amazing race..
Fervour will certainly rock the whole SRJC tmr manz... juz finished wrappin the ply card 4 OGL.. =)
haiz.. kinda sad tat 1S07 are all spilted up... each individuals make a difference in my life..
i will sure to miss u all and will sure to organise more outing so we will be together again..
hope i will have a class as gd as 1S07 after they reshuffle the classes again...

2004-03-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

OFF 4 OGL camp tis weekend..

2004-03-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago.
Please show someone you care for them today. It takes so little of your time to smile, give a hug, a word of encouragement or just to say "I care" You will be rewarded for sure:-)

2004-02-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

Had quoted wad bobby say on his blog and i think it is worth thinking abt it... hmz..

"i can still remember how i sacrifice the time for her when i had my O level. But the result day is today and she won't be with me.im envious of those that got a stead because they can share their sorrow and happiness with their love ones.who cares about me?i feel like a fool and regret not concentrating on my major exam.no matter the result is good or bad,i told myself,accept it boy.no way turning back time.She won't be there and please dun hope for it."

dint get the result i reali wanted.. haiz.. but it is still OK to move on my Life..

2004-02-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

hey.. yo peeps.. enuff of all the stories and stuffs..
realise tat it has been a very long time since i keep u peeps updated wif my JCs life..
Realise 1st 3mths means alot to each individual.

It can change ur perspective from dying to get out of the sch to stayin & continue ur JC life there...
It reali widen ur social circles and be more confident in urself..
TO LEAD AND TO SERVE being strongly encouraged in MY current JCs (SRJC)

People might think tat SRJC sux.. It was the same thinkin wen I was first posted there...
But I had started growing feelings there, thou I am not in the sch for long..
Everyone in SR seems so grow-up. they are no longer pri or secondary sch kids anymore..
no more childish acts, no more fighting, and everyone seems so understanding..
Perhaps we are the top 20% in SG to make it to a JC, people who are less playful & wif determination..

Result will be out in 2days time.. Friday 27th-Feb-2004 2.30pm...
Fewer and fewer ppl attend sch as the days grow near..
Reali wana say 1S07 rulez manz.. Love ya peeps lots..
I will reali miss you peeps wen we part to the different JCs or poly..
Each individuals in SRJC-1S07 reali make the first 3mths in SRJC a wonderful one..

Can still recalled the days wen we first came for orientation.. Everyone looked so shy and gloomy..
Differents OG grps on the 1st day can onli hear the OGL cheering and yelling..
However, we started having fun wen everyone slowly open up one's inner-self...
Everyone start being so enthu.. Rmb each OG grp have different performances during campfire...
My grp did advertisements which turn up to be sucessful thru our preserverance and unity..
Those were the gd old days during 4 days of orientation...

Steping into class the first day was like hell...
I did not even know a single soul but onli those in my OG grp..
I reali hated (no offense) my class after e 1week had passed..
We were not even bonded together & everyone was more enthu in their own OG grp..
But, everthing slowly changed as the days go by...
feel like crying wen I think of leaving u guys soon...
We had a lot of fun.. & i personally think 1S07 is the most united class today..
Most of us had lunch together.. care for 1 another.. & help 1 another along e way..
The 3 M's were famous for being entertainers to e class...
Sometimes we could also join in the fun crapping nonsense after a stressful day...
Most of us will sure have fun everyday wif different gossips to tok abt...
even our teachers like Mr. Azahar knows everythin tat we gossips... lolx..

Ice skatin outing for the class was real fun and it reali bonded us strongly..
(those who go..)
1S07 is totally different frm my previous secondary sch class...
my formal class was totally boring and onli care abt themselves..
but u peeps reali show the class spirit..
How I wish everyone in 1S07 can stay after 1st 3mths & go thru 'thick & thin' in SRJC together..
Being in a BRANDED sch is reali not important to me..
BUT BEING TOGETHER BONDED, UNITED, SHOWING CARE & HELP everyone in the class in wad matter MOST..
wad 4 go to a gd JC wen everyone is on self-interest of doin well and neglect friendship??
I rather not go to such inhuman places...

talking abt teachers in SRJC... I had realised tat e teachers tat teaches our class is e best..
We had such understanding, funny, helpful and caring teachers like Mr. Azahar, Mdm. Anion, Ms. Chia....
We also had our CT teacher, Ms lieow.. who can tolerate our noise level during CTs period...
who had the determination to guide us thru our chinese lesson thou most of us cant make it & always joke around..
Mr. Azahar who is always so nice to us, even thou we do not finish our wk..
Mdm Anion who can bear wif us and help us out of our 'TreeTops' =)
Ms Chia who seems veri fierce during 1st lecture tat gif us bad impression but gradually know she is nice too...
...............

happy things always have to come to an end...
Our stay in SRJC is going to become part of our history too..
Hope everyone still keep in contact after everyone left..
but dun be too sad cos I will be planin outing again.. =)

(p/s: din bother to check for errors, took 2hrs++ to write this)